Life is more than living empty veined

I can't turn back to sink into the same

Forced to be a former me, let it bleed

The start of what was new

Took in and self abused

Sole intent I consumed

That the only one was you

Life is more than what it's forced to be

Separating from what I thought was me

Safety washed away

And courage vow betrayed

Are you what I live for?

Thought sleep could kill the pain

Nights shorter than the days

You are only my decline

You can't act like my cocaine

No thought that's not erased

No self left to sedate

No way of quick escape

No euphoric state

The start of what was new

Took in and self abused

Sole intent I consumed

That the only one was you

It's like I've felt unsure

More than I have before

Former cause of this self war

You were all that I, all that I live for

Feeling my world sink into the same

What if I can't rid the former pain?

Rid the pain

I'm not who I used to be

Can't repeat history

Rid the pain

Live again

How can a world exist

If I'm alone in this?

Pull me through, learn to consume

I can live on without you

Life is more

Kill self war

Be the cure

You are all that I live for