Being used for all that I have to give

I can't find comfort in the constant foresight

Of being alone, or that I'm not myself

I'm not myself

Or finding who I am

That I'm not another clone

The truth is that we all die alone

And I ask myself questions

Why am I so loved

I feel so lonely and I make the wrong moves

Was it really worth it in the end

Am I trying too hard

Or am I not trying hard enough

(Trying hard enough)

It all comes back to the fact that we all die alone

(And at the end of the day)

I know its hard to say

(To say)

That I love you

(It's trapped inside my head)

In every single way

But I still can't find the courage

And I tried so hard

And put your heart in my hand

(And put your heart in my hand)

And you told me to hold it

(And that I would keep it safe)

But I held it so long that it started to break

I will never forget the day

The day we met and I started to hold you

Hand in hand and I didn't want to let go

So I let go and I gave it right back and instead

Gave you my heart while yours started to mend

But you backed away as our warmth turned to cold

Then I remembered, that we all die alone

Complex, creative control

But I still can't find the courage

To speak to you the thoughts in my head

I know its hard to say

(To say)

That I love you

(It's trapped inside my head)

In every single way

But I still can't find the courage

We all die alone

(We all die alone)

And I ask myself questions

Why am I so loved

I feel so lonely and I make the wrong moves

Was it really worth it in the end