I tend to get a bit excessive

Whenever I'm into someone I never seem to learn my lesson

I get so excited and then I make a bad impression

When I get nervous I enter a fucking panic

No companion 'cause I'm manic and I don't

Hold nothing back for nobody that's always been the goal

What you see is what you get probably why I've always been alone

So it seems that I won't find the girl of my dreams no

Unless I find a way to keep my motherfucking mouth under control

But how the hell can I can connect with somebody if I'm not Allowed to be myself gotta usе stealth isn't faking bad for my health

I'm a wealth of knowlеdge and a bundle of fun but no one

Wanna take the time to see it 'cause I'm way too much

Let me give y'all a taste of what I mean at seventeen

I read every Harry Potter in two weeks didn't sleep cause I had to be

An expert to impress her shit was crazy I know I can be a jester

My gestures be a lot I ain't lazy

'Nother time I heard this girl's favorite artist was Rihanna so I took it on myself

To listen to all her albums in a day no commas

Tried to start a conversation told her all about my album rankings

I wasted a bunch of time got no reply just alienation

You can blame it on my ADD, Awolnation

I'm impatient when I'm dating my heart is racing

The temptation to make a statement that's outrageous is contagious

I'm so brainless and maybe if I listened more I'd get out of stasis

I'm just looking for connection

I wanna find someone and live out my dreams like inception

Not one for deception I just want affection I'm restless

'Cause my life's rejection that shit is depressing

I'm destined to fail

Long as my mouth be my Achilles heel

Under the veil I be pale I'm fucking scared

Can I prevail every attempts no avail

I'm tryna stay positive but I don't think god will answer my prayers

Woah, man that was like sick

Dude I ain't done that was nothing man

You should see me talk about like anime

And all of my friends in happy pairings tell me that it just takes time

And that imma find somebody oh when rid the thought from my mind

No point tryna force shit it's not that important

You can live a happy life without a wife don't sweat it then the future will be bright

What you think I've being doing I went years without looking

For the one it was fun but I'm done with the hook ups and the hunt

'Cause when I wasn't searching nobody found me in the fray

I should never say never but I'll never find somebody 'less I'm playing the game

But whenever I do I always get hurt

I'm cursed if I ever open to somebody I get burned

I've learned nothing apparently every time I try

I reprise my mistakes never make any strides I'm insane

Can I break from my pattern then obtain ever after

I can't fucking wait 'til next chapter when I get to put a ring on it Saturn

That don't matter if I can't turn the page I'm afraid

'Cause this weight makes me hate fate

So is this my destiny or can I change Vader

Can I be quiet and turn down my gain faders

But how do I peel back the onion to show layers

When my stupid mouth makes em daughters go home Mayer

Who says there no such thing I know something missing

Girls got me free fallin' love on the weekend

Is not what I'm looking for no I want clarity

But when I speak always feel as though Gravity's working against me

I put so much pressure on myself

To find my person but forcing it isn't gon help

I know that well but I excel

At overdoing my come-ons and forcing the girls into saying farewell

I got a habit of putting all my eggs in one basket

So whenever I do stupid it's so classic

I always wonder what happened I'm clueless it's real tragic

Probably would have better luck if I was in a straight jacket

Probably would have better luck if I was in a straight jacket

The problem with my habit is it's a magnet for dramatics

And people love to bash in what I say with a fucking hatchet

They say I'm a basket case who cracking I ain't laughing

'Cause women got a talent for name trashing and being savage

In fact it's impossible for me to break the cycle

'Cause my reputations been stained my big mouth just went viral

Now every girl in the city

Be judging me quickly cause men can't be innocent everyone's guilty

I don't know what I'ma fucking do

Should I give up and just up and move

Got red in my ledger I want it gone

My future is black this my widow song

I need a change of pace

I looking for clean slate cause I wanna get my record erased

My words are weapons and I'm a felon in essence

My bad impressions would lesson if I turned down from eleven

It's time do something and I'm ready to adjust

Imma shush my mouth and hush up for once

So from this moment on I'm revamping my ways I'm shutting up

'Cause the reason I'm alone is I motherfucking talk to much