Thoughts - Intellectual

They’re just thoughts .. Yeah!?

[Verse 1]

Why I’m trapped in my thoughts

Let me set ‘em in the open

There’s some tug of wars going on

And I ain’t coping

I’m tryna stay down but I’m floating

Shit got me spinning I ain’t liking the motion

Try to hold on losing grip gunna open

The airs getting thick and I’m over the choking

Airs with the tick got me roaming

Heirs gone stick we ain’t liking the lonesome

I’m having raw thoughts I’m a kid again

Step dad more talk with his fist again

I said you come for my mum then you pissing red

No chance I was young, we ain’t finished yet

See the man I become, eat your dinner bread

You created this Cunt that is in my head

Now try front on me once push this in your head

You can’t run you know that it’s in my legs

Yeah, remember the chase huh

9 years lil Menace got his pace up

Bout time that you split like a face cut

98’ ain’t no better what gone Face us

My brothers born and it’s a blessing

Mum changed her partners

And we gained some stressing

I replay the carnage

It’s a torture session

That has fucked my head so don’t you talk on lessons

Wish it changed but aggression

Stepped in

Live got threatened

And My mum got burnt and my brother got a cheffing

At least he stepped in

Word to my brethren

I swear to the old gods, brother didn’t question

I swear he a soldier

Didn’t stutter when he pressed him

I swear for the whole squad he holds our protection

It’s time she left him ..

Yeh?

Just thoughts in my head but

Forced me some anger

It’s More in December

We fall for a member

I’m calling it cancer

Use to pray to the lord for an answer

It turned our days all dark like a panther

I had to leave this home I can’t stand it

Standing alone Like the boys going phantom

I’m leaving a home for a dead man

[Hook]

But I guess this is life the I suppose

(But I guess this is life the I suppose)

All dry nothing ripe nothing rose

(All dry nothing ripe nothing rose)

Ill soon take flight when I’m grown

(I’ll soon take flight when I’m grown)

From the fear and the dark in my home

[Verse 2]

Home is where the heart is

I’m a daddy so I never wanna start shit

Baby mumma never seen you as a target

And I’m sorry that I never tried my hardest

It’s family first but my fans want a artist

I’ll die for my chases and carters

I live for my babies ‘cause I am your father

I’ll always catch you sons ‘cause dad is your harness

We were just children so how could you harm us

I’m all Dazed no days only darkness

Guess this the way in away I am heartless

But I ain’t a waste I ain’t placed as a carcass

Thoughts in my head but the thoughts

I won’t part with

I left home and it gave me a pardon

Seen cheap change and felt like a bargain

I took leaps now I’m moving the margins

Yeh... remember the change up

Bout time ‘lil menace got his face up

Get staunch ‘lil menace get your weight up

You can do it don’t you smile for no fake Cunt

See what goes around will always come

Around

See I’m done with frowns I can not pass em down

They say my seed is bound I will not taint the ground

They just thoughts but it seems they are making sound ......