[Verse 1]
Everyone here wants to know what I am doing, finding brand new ways to make me happy sit and stewing
Just a few more tries, a few more lies, Time to close the bookstore, remove the eyesore, yeah-
Ten years spent in the hole
Always had suspicions that there was a fucking mole
Every time I turned around It was fight or glow, back all the way, yeah, boy you really slow
All of us wondering how my mind intact
Never thought I'd say it but it really brought me back
Both of you are the reason I made my first track
This shit tears me apart I just need to relax
Deny this song, deny these facts
I’ll run up and drop this shit straight on your lap
Beg me like this, beg me like that, nothing will change though you feel me push back
[Chorus x2]
None of you respected me
Never heard my plea
Never let me be
Can’t you see, it's never free
Salty as the Dead Sea
Satan grab the church key
Take from my apple tree
Not from the cherry tree
[Verse 2]
Made your head itch
Loved watching it twitch
Rainy days turned into summer haze, Just look at me with IGA I got a pay raise
Yeah, that’s what happens when you mess with a real g
One that cares for your family
So many wrongs, couldn’t make it right for me
How many days have you fucking haunted me?
Wolfgang Amadeus hit you with this mozart
Time to own up say aloud whatcha own part
Shitting on connections that’s a regularity
Cry like a bitch cause you weren’t invited to a party
Those video games infused you with rage
Who knew that our friendship would die with age
This broke down because of a weed selling sage
But tell me who’s really turning the damn page?
[Verse 3]
Was it me? Was it you?
Are you telling me the truth?
Can we come up with a truce?
Who are you gonna choose?
Wrap your neck in a noose, ay
That’s the order of which things happened
I never thought I’d leave, and then start rapping
Now I’m with real ones, and they stay clappin
You got a girl but she looks like Sheen
Tryna get her out of the red member’s screen
Every day on Steam was a no no
Even way way back on the X Bo (x3)
I said I was gonna take my own life so
They all replied with pictures of a gravestone