Lofty childhood dreams

Split at the seams

Since then it seems

There can be

No love for me

Cause even Christ had his enemies

With friends and family praying for my downfall

Guess it’s a miracle I smile at all

Move carefully

Cause it’s always around me

Pride and paranoia surrounds me

Hide and seek

Don’t peek

…Aw shit

I guess my destiny found me

Happiness is a feigned embrace

Pain which cannot be repaired by faith

The more things change

The more I stay the same

So maybe I’m the one to blame

Have mercy on me

Could you please?

Grant me some peace and serenity

Crack that miracle smile, golden child

Running forever

But I ain’t made it a mile

Happiness is a feigned embrace

Pain which cannot be repaired by faith

The more things change

The more I stay the same

I prayed -

But paradise never came

The universe laughs

Scorned for my sins

The gunshot blasts

The universe laughs

Born torn in half

By cosmic wrath

I’m torn in half by cosmic wrath

Jesus died at age 33

In my belief

Sigh of reprieve and relief

If at the same age death comes for me

You’ll come and watch me bleed

Cause even Christ had his enemies

The ever wandering son- abandoned

Brings forth the sword

Not peace

Behind a miracle smile

Tears bred

UNDYING HATRED