Relapse

By Mishayla

On Bleed

Released on May 12, 2022

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[Verse 1]

I figured it out, you don't like me when your sober

Am I no fun

Am I no fun when the parties over?

I don't need another lead to

Endless fights

Sleepless nights

Never come home, but you call me on the phone when you need something

Yeah your drunk and bored

Self-absorbed

I never come first, yeah you’re so submersed in your own plans

No cares

Caught up in your love affair


[Chorus]

No fair how you treat me

Like I'm easy

My heart is not a play toy

For your games boy

I'm over thе lies and the misguided lights

That lеad me to a love, where I only get half of my heart back

Yeah I've relapsed


[Verse 2]

I figured it out

Yeah you messed me up from my soul to my core

You made me feel so damn small

It's like I'm talking to a brick wall

Free fall

Down the empty corridors

I might crawl, might fall

Down the crowded halls of my head

Yeah you made me all forget

How was I supposed to feel?

You made me think it was real

I built this guy in my head

Turns out your not who you said


[Chorus]

And it's no fair

How you treat me like I'm easy

My heart is not a play toy

For your games boy

I'm over the lies and the misguided lights

That lead to me to a love, where I only get half of my heart back

Yeah I've relapsed


[Bridge]

I don't deserve this

I thought you were perfect

Treat me like I'm worthless

It's the end and your wordless

Wore rose colour glasses

You showed your true ass

And I'll sprinkle the ashes

Yeah the pain

Yeah it passes