Ex Nihilo

By Misery monroe

Released on January 29, 2021

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I've got some bad habits

Now my lungs are fucking damaged

My interior looking the same way the exteriors managed

I'm starting to slip

Two slits in my wrists

Imma die out in this bitch

The stars implode as the sunrise eclipsed

I've been contemplating life as its been passing me by

I've been deep inside the cut

Reaper hanging out the passenger side

I'm to pussy to commit suicide

Instead you'll see me swerving lanes

Into traffic coming the opposite side

Do you think that I'm depressing?

Well I'm dеpressed what the fuck did you еxpect

Sleepless nights can't get no rest

Demons dancing to the tempo of the heartbeat

Inside of my chest

Or at least what's left

Careful when you speak

Eyes wide open I can't get no sleep

At all you know

Careful when you speak

Eyes wide open I can't get no sleep

At all you know

I was hanging in the basement no missed calls on my phone

All i need is love and to be left alone

Now I'm starting to spiral

Like an overplayed vinyl

Feeling as dead as my idols

Full metal jacket the riffle

Homeless eighteen

Hard to focus on your means

When those surrounding are chasing

Pipe dreams leaving tracks and dying at the crime scene

Better now but far from perfect

Imperfections make me nervous

Like a brick tied too my foot

And I can't kick up to the surface

I hope the blood I bled is worth it