Like a blind man being left behind

Hitting every corner to make hurt

Left with a knowing of being not all right

And books and instruments to make that go away

In darkness - no reading can be done

In darkness - the scalpel cuts all wrong

I have been waiting for so long

Through a mirroring shadow

Never surrender, so they say

But if every try makes the next one even faultier

Should there not be a point of saying ney

Puzzling with my brain

Needles and alcohol to drain

Zip-sap-sow - there tomorrows go

I have been waiting for so long

Through a mirroring shadow

In that cube of black where I was trapped

White would circularly saw and make me free

When death came to close, there you were

Splendour of shine and grace

Transcending one of many a deaths

I was becoming all that I wanted

But light still remains a constant in mind

Though eyes cannot receive any glow

I keep it to myself as an arousal fantasy

And bit by bit I start to to make myself a believer

I have been waiting for so long

Through a mirroring shadow