Released on April 4, 2025

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HOOK:

I’m losing you

I’m losing you

I’m losing you

I’m losing you

VERSE 1:

Remember long nights tryna find who I was?

I was writin’ my own name until it came with a buzz

From the jump I was tempted findin’ peace in the drugs

I needed money, love, respect or all the above

I ain’t trippin’ they don’t listen, I’m forgivin’ ‘em all

Think i’m goin’ peter parker when my back’s to the wall

All you rappers sound like jokers and i answered the call

It’s new year, new me, but i ain’t droppin’ the ball

Ain’t a tab on my tongue, a dozen tabs on my browser

Distracted from the rappin’ can’t bе wastin’ an hour

These songs will live forеver yeah my pen got some power

So I’m takin’ my time like an everything shower

Aimin’ for the charts, I’m makin’ billboard art

I’m gifted and I’m driven, this the moment when it starts

'Til I got a song that’s hard as “Heart, Part Five”

I’ll keep on rappin’ with passion until the light gets dark, ya know?

HOOK:

I’m losing you

I’m losing you

I’m losing you

I’m losing you

VERSE 2:

I’m torn between who I am and who I wanna be

Feel like wunna Gunna ‘cause there’s only one of me

I see dreams that you can’t believe, they got me losin’ sleep

So I’m workin’ on myself like they’re waitin’ on me

I’m convinced that she’s the one but I gotta go get her

The women that I’ve loved and lost made me so bitter

I swear these bars are kobe beef, you’re chopped liver

But I’m still swimmin’ in circles you know that’s word to Mac Miller

Got tattoos on my skin that’s like a needle to vinyl

They helped to ease the pain when I felt suicidal

Now I’m married to the game, you ain’t a part of the bridal

And we ain’t breakin’ up, we’ll be around for a while

This confidence I’m rockin’ with ain’t from my accomplishments

I know what I gotta do and nobody’s stoppin’ it

Can’t keep sittin’ on my ass like a congressman

That’s who I am, you can keep the broken promises

BRIDGE:

“Why do I pick people who treat me like I’m nothing?

We accept the love we think we deserve

Then why didn’t you ask me out?

I didn’t think that you wanted that

Well what did you want?

I just want you to be happy

Don’t you get it? You can’t just sit there and put everyone’s lives ahead of yours and think that’s love.”

VERSE 3:

My parents think that I’m losin’ faith ‘cause i’m gifted with these songs

But I’m still wearin’ my torch necklace, that’s by the blood like a tampon

It’s change the world or die tryin’ and that’s the business I stand on

Imma keep workin’ ‘til I make it rappin’ and that’s just what I plan on

Got my hands all over these beats, but I ain’t no masseuse

I know y’all ain’t built like me, but I ain’t made like you

I know writin’ music ain’t cheap, so i’m tryna move grassroots

Oh y’all ain’t heard about me? oh you’re hatin’ on me? that’s cool

Fuck the fake love I accepted just to make me feel like I was worth it

All the years that I spent workin’ just to stumble in to my purpose

I’m a bad guy, no Billie Eilish I promise that I’m not perfect

But when I fall down, I get back up and that shit’s what makes me mirwin

That red button’s enticin’ it’s like I’m still workin’ up front

‘Cause I press record and I gotta flow like it’s that time of the month

When the cops come ‘cause I’m killin’ tracks, know that I ain’t ever gon’ run

I’ve spent my whole life livin’ for you, it’s about damn time I did what I want