Released on September 6, 2024

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INTRO:

Nothing is real

All we have is today

This life, this routine; it’s all a scam

Best we can do is learn how to get by

Dust and bones, that’s all we are

We live and die like everyone before us

VERSE 1:

If these were my first words

Would you write them down ‘fore I’m gone?

Take a breath, begin to step

And I just pray my life might last long

My head’s in the clouds with twisted dread

I’ve been chasin’, escapin’ a high instead

With Judas I’m foolish, I’m breakin’ my brеad

Just to end my life with the gratеful dead

The weeks and the months feel stagnant

While I’m piecin’ together these fragments

Tryna live with a sense of abandon

But i’m chasin’ the paper like Scranton

Feel this in my soul, I’m made for these raps

Tell that to my foes and watch ‘em react

Until the room’s packed from the front to back

This that GPS flow put my name on the map

What happens when peace puts a finger down?

They’re confusing bombs with a trumpet sound

With my soul, I’m alone how I get around

On my Post Malone shit I’ve been better now

No matter what I’m not doin’ enough

To be honest don’t know what I’d do for a buck

I’m driven, gifted but stuck in a rut

From my sanity, vanity I’ve given up

Gotta leave this state, I'm ill (I’m ill)

Do you even know how fake I feel? (I feel)

To do this job I’d take and steal

If a wasted day’s my fate, won’t kneel

Gotta live with this pressure upon me

Day by day but the climb looks daunting

All these pictures I keep drawing

Are just new ways I find belonging

HOOK:

There is a place

Where love, it grows

I’ve never seen

I’m waiting for you still

Away from the people

VERSE 2:

If these were my first words

Would you write them down ‘fore I’m gone?

Take a breath, begin to step

And I just pray my life might last long

Been following all my ambitions

Remember when I was conflicted

But now I’m convicted, I’m down with the mission

Won’t fall back on family traditions

Been going harder than erections

Mirror, mirror I’m reflectin’

On choices I’m makin’, the habits I’m breakin’

Check my style, one direction

Got stretch marks think I’m birthing waves

You lead practice, but you never play

Like the inn's filled up, ain’t a place to stay

Got nativity flows, Imma make a way

I ain’t playin’ games with you squares

Never checkin’ for me, playing chess

I know the world we live in’s unfair

My soul’s broken, need some rest

They don’t want smoke why they duckin’ me (Duckin' me)

I’m an underground king like Bun B (Bun B)

Stressin’ for features that rap alopecia

I’m high off the bars like they druggin’ me

I'll pick the flow up like it’s daycare

Don’t you discount the boy, I’m not Wayfair

This hotter than curry that’s Denzel or 30

I’ll stick to the motto like take care

Beginning and ending, I’ll tell you a story

I was like Kanye chasin’ the glory

I had a dream but I couldn’t afford it

Put it on mute but I couldn’t ignore it

HOOK:

There is a place

Where love, it grows

I’ve never seen

I’m waiting for you still

Away from the people

OUTRO:

The real world is a lonely and depressing place