Are you done mixing yet?

Seizing on the day I’m tryna break out of the cycle

Life’s been closing in it’s getting harder not to spiral

Numbness spreading in my body like the shit was viral

Been praying to idols man I think I need a bible

Think I need revival man I think I need some help

How I’m dialed up and spiteful really harmful to my health

In denial all the time nowadays frightful how I’ve dealt

Sipping spinal fluid from a vial tempting now as well

And I talk all homicidal

Like I’d win a single fight

But I know deep inside my soul

That I would prolly choke on site

And I talk all suicidal but I’m so afraid to die

It’s got me paranoid

And terrified sometimes out of my mind

And how much I been sleeping isn’t awful on a peek

But it starts to grind you down when it’s weeks and weeks

Kind of feeling pounded by my own critiques and tweaks

So when I see the havoc that I wreak it feels too fucking weak

Angel on my shoulder fucking missing

Where’d he go

So the demons have stereo

And I’m feeling very low

Where’d you where’d you fucking go

I’m tryna find you

Where’d you go

Where’d you fucking go

I’m tryna find you

Where’d you go

Where’d you fucking go

I’m tryna find you

Where’d you fucking go

I’m tryna find you

Where’d you go

I need that good influence

Where’d you fucking go

I need that good influence

Like where the fuck’d you go

I’d prolly break that too

I never flew the coop

I never left my room

It fucking gets to you

On my head like a face tattoo

I think I’m just a statue

I think I’m just a statue

It fucking gets to you