April - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Stare at the ceiling

Watching it spin, I lost my feet

A sinking sort of feeling

I'll sleep 'til it's over

Memory finds me

Worn, washed up and brittling

Show me a way out of this

If only for a moment

Rush to my head

I don't wanna know how it ends

Times slow, can we forget that I feel younger when

We're hanging out the window of your car?

There's nothing we could care about

Thought I'd grow out of this by now

But instead of come down, I'm running in circles

Give me a reason

I'm reading the writing on the wall

If there's a point left in it all

It's dried out and fleeting

I'm watching it all come apart

It's a chill that I can't shake off

So keep me from losing heart

If only for a moment

Whatever gets you through

I don't wanna know how it ends

Times slow, can we forget that I feel younger when

We're hanging out the window of your car?

There's nothing we could care about

Thought I'd grow out of this by now

But instead of come down, I'm running in circles

I picked up all the pieces off the floor

I waited all my life for something more than this

I ran the race I gave it all I had

To come up short, to never find it