Released on October 13, 2017

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My eyes crack open to the blistering sun

The voice in my mind is a deafening scream

Faded memories and wondering what happened

Echoes from the night ring like a sinister dream

Nightmare sun

...

Bottles, pills, needles, and circuit boards

I can't quite remember what took place here

I can't quite remember he, or she, or we

But I know I tried to make it disappear

One too many, and she's never coming back

I've see my reflection, and I've painted it black

One too many, and she's gone forever

I've seen my hope, and its name is never

Nightmare sun

...

Now broken glass decorates the floors

Broken computers, cabinets, and doors

Now broken dreams decorate my mind

Broken memories, tears, and hearts in kind

One too many, and I scream into the walls

I've see my reflection, and my soul, it crawls

One too many, and she's gone forever

I've seen my hope, and its name is never

Nightmare sun

No more lies

I hold a photograph against my lips

And I remember all of my actions

On a slow motion film behind my eyes

Each image, cutting my heart into fractions

This is it. There's no more apologies

I lied to myself, and now it's all done

I lied to her, like a fool without care

I lied to our future, and now it is none

Now broken mirrors decorate the floors

Broken knuckles, bruises, cuts, and sores

Now broken dreams decorate my mind

Broken memories, tears, and hearts in kind