Released on February 7, 2020

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[Hook]

At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind

But, when I close my eyes, I think about you every time

At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind

But, when I close my eyes, I think about you every time


[Verse 1]

Thinking bout a flower, every second, every hour

God damn, that kid's sour, left a scratch

You might disagree, say he sweet, I agree

Cause the sour kids are coming from the patch

Look, I know Imma never forget

So Imma try to embrace the stuff that I live with

Imma try to make some good out of this shit

When I'm begging for forgiveness, aye

I wanna say that I'm sorry, and that's from the heart

We both know nobody was with me at the start

You gave me a place, shit, you gave me a home

You gave me a family, we sang a few songs

I just wish I'd have known how far apart we'd grow

Cause this server's not a home

You got me like no one else could

And I let you go, should've let you know


[Hook]

At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind

But, when I close my eyes, I think about you every time

At this point, you're pretty much out of my mind

But, when I close my eyes, I think about you every time


[Verse 2]

Should've let you know what I meant

Should've let you know you a 10

Should've let you know I'm depressed, anxious

Cause of shit that's out of our control

But I just kept quiet bout that, at least

Then I came when the bullshit that was soon to cease

Cause the BS what you called me out on, and to me

I was playing 2K, and you were just being mean

Staring at the DM, like "what the fuck does he mean?"

Then I realized it was more than an inquiry, a few inquiries

They were super overstepping them boundaries

And that shit ain't help with your anxiety

What a great best friend, sike, I finished last

For the past few months, I been feeling like trash

Thought that I could move on, but I'm just staying sad

You been living rent-free in my head and the stuff on my spam