Nihil - Intellectual

Cursed since my birth

Misanthrope, I’m in hate with the world

Coz they hurt me too much to fight for what it’s worth

When you’re just pushing through to make ends meet

There is no passion left for what could come next

Come on, I dare you, tore me apart

Rip me to pieces, my personal war

Fuck with my feelings, my inflamed heart

A battle I just couldn’t win from the start

Demolished, concrete veins calloused too soon

Stones crumbled from mountains could cause a monsoon

Fuck I don’t really know what I’m doing

Just another savage being too shattered too soon

Too shattered too soon

I’m in hate with the world

I just can’t take their word

Tell me now what it’s worth

I am cursed since my birth (cursed since my birth)

I just can’t trust no one

I'm sick, I'm done

I'm chasing the sun in a world that has—

Hate for the world

I just can’t take their word

Tell me now what it’s worth

I'm cursed since my birth

I trust no one

I'm sick, I'm done

I'm chasing the sun

In a world that has none

I just can’t talk right now

I lost my hope somehow (in a world that has none)

When I was young I made a vow

That I decide on when and how I feel

And now I’m so caved in a battle

Battle with myself

Knowing I'm the trouble

And no one else

I’m in hate with the world

I just can’t take their word

Tell me now what is it worth

I'm cursed since my birth (cursed since my birth)

I just can’t trust no one

I'm sick, I'm done

I'm chasing the sun in a world that has—

Hate for the world

I just can’t take their word

Tell me now what it’s worth

I am cursed since my birth

I trust no one

I'm sick, I'm done

I'm chasing the sun

In a world that has—

I’m in hate with the world

I just can’t take their word

Tell me now what is it worth

I am cursed since my birth (cursed since my birth)

I just can’t trust no one

I'm sick, I'm done

I'm chasing the sun in a world that has—

Hate for the world

I just can’t take their word

Tell me now what is it worth

I'm cursed since my birth

I trust no one

I'm sick, I'm done

I'm chasing the sun

In a world that has none

How could I ever go on