[Verse]

Wash away my sins with that dirty water

Grew up with the stick-up kids and the drug importers

Got dropped dimes, we toted nickels and we slung them quarters

Now my passport blasted, I've crossed a hundred borders

That merch been selling like its meth, we trying to cover orders

My old heads ain't teach me shit they were fucking snorters

Out of line, I heard you're gossiping on court recorders

My life Illmatic it was written, God's my only author

Salutations

Life or death, we madе evaluations

Self-made, no longеr seeking no one's validation

100 bottles in the club that we valet the Wraith in

I learned that love and hate is the same thing, it's all adjacent

Can't get complacent I've got bills to pay

Fuck em if they feel a way

Exactly what my killers say

Signed up with my soul, they cashed me out a couple Mill today

My youngin's in the streets, I flew them out so they don't drill today

And it's so hard to be a role model

While I'm fighting with my own demons

Pouring out this gold bottle

I was all alone scheming

I took those streaming checks and spent them on these stones gleaming

Out of touch, might cut my phone off for the whole weekend

Isolated from the world

Sometimes I stay in my bubble

Firearm in my possession

Hundred K in this duffle

My mama told me, count ya blessings

You got angles above you

I'm out of touch and I keep stressing

Trying to stay out of trouble

Say in my prayers

I'm on this lonely road

I'm sliding

Putting these drugs into my body till I'm vibing

Forty on me in this coupe

This world is violent