[Intro]

It's that time again huh

Oh oh, oh-oh, oh, I'd go...

[Verse 1]

Don't get them compositions while we going to twist it

Crosses tatted on my face they think I'm contradicting

But they figure it's my faith when I'm beyond religion

Very flawless, still a angel in my mamma's vision

Listen, misunderstood in every sense

I still stood up for myself when it mattered and left no prints

Creative, feeling jaded I'm faded behind these tents

Playing chicken with a Mac truck

I ain't back up or flinch

Now, I spoke on depression before the acceptance of music

Let these lame artists use it like the tool kit

The rap game is not about talent is who you cool with

How many times they toast you

Push the numbers on your socials

And it's the shit I go through like a tug of war between me

Cause I could make it right now if I decided not to be me

If I went against the grain and got indicted on twitter

Put less substance in my music, more guns in my pictures

Picture that I think this shit is whack

Wasn't bad experience when I was flipping bags

Keep them lagging thinking the ones that we lost

Dirty young and turn my quart of water into a falls

I love my pops but our relationship is dicey

We barely speak and when we do I feel like he don't like me

The rest of his family I cut them off cause shit is shiesty

Barely see my god kids replace the lost time with nikeys

[Bridge]

Oh lord

Oh Lord

It's my mother fucker life

I swear to God

[Verse 2]

Been at this rap shit so long

It's hard to not get discouraged

Take this Henny to the neck

I hope my body get nourished

They laugh when they see me down

Quietly watching me flourish

It's like I can't win from losing

So I'm alcohol abusing

I quit the percocets and the Xanax that had me grooving

Hope my fans don't hold me to that standard cause I'm human

It's a war in the morning every day that I wake

Visit my bro he doing life I see the pain in his face

Strong belief in God, one day they'll open the gates

Till then I chose to be with him and just keep up the faith

Its hard to make it out of Marksville like I'm leaving the race

Got it with me in my city cause it's keeping me safe

Harsh realities been hard to cope with for real

But if independence can't feed me and I don't get a deal

What if this rap shit don't work cause I ain't getting no younger

All I know I'm still starving, can't get rid of this hunger

It's Blanco