[Verse]

Too close to reality, but caught in these travesties

Every day feels black & gray, with lack of imagining

Looking at a distorted view of daily normality

I look fine, but my threshold's losing capacity

I find my sadness irrational, reasons to me are laughable

Losing effort in making my happy facade passable

Ain't been enjoying life, I'm too focused on what my actions do

Drowning in negative energy I hope I don't pass to you

Staring blankly at a screen while running from my insecurities

And the fact that it's my own introversion that's hurting me

Interaction with strangers never done, but it occurs to me

Overstepping those boundaries burned my veins to the third degree

I run, ashamed, thinking of what I could've said

I try to remember that there's brighter days ahead

So I'll be here, writing till I run out of things to say

And this rain clouding my vision fades away