[Intro]

I’m not brave

I’m just tired

[Verse I]

I don’t pray for heaven or light

I don’t dream of a cleaner end

I just know how heavy it gets

When the pain won’t learn to bend

I’ve carried names like open cuts

Memories that never close

Some people call it living

Some just call it slow erosion

(erosion)

[Pre-Chorus]

If there’s a door

I won’t decorate it

If there’s a choice

I won’t celebrate it

[Chorus]

I don’t care if I disappear

If it mеans I don’t hurt here

I don’t care what’s aftеr me

Nothing beats this constant bleed

Not a dream

Not a cure

Not for love

Not for sure

Some escapes aren’t meant for all

Only for the ones who’ve paid it all

(paid it all)

(paid it all)

[Verse II]

They say life is sacred air

But air can drown you too

They say stay, be strong, endure

Like strength is something new

I don’t sell it as a promise

I don’t frame it as relief

I just know there are limits

To how much a soul can bleed

(can bleed)

(can bleed)

[Bridge]

Maybe there’s something after this

Maybe there’s nothing at all

But either one sounds kinder

Than this endless, quiet fall

(no light)

(no dark)

(just gone)

(just gone)

[Break]

I’m not running

I’m choosing not to rot

[Final Chorus]

I don’t care if I disappear

If it means I don’t hurt here

I don’t care what’s after me

Peace or blank eternity

Not a wish

Not a cry

Not romantic

Not goodbye

Just an end to borrowed pain

Not everyone earns this lane

(earns)

(this)

[Outro]

If there’s something after life

It’ll meet me clean

If there’s nothing after this

Then nothing won’t scream