[Verse 1]

They always said I’m a mess, I think they’re right

Deeper down that I’m a little depressed

But now I feel nothing but hate and disdain

Just a stain on my blade, you’ll never keep me contained (Ha ha ha)

Old enemies all laid to rest

No concept or thoughts of regret

So I hope it all doesn’t go to my head

'Cause I don’t feel nothing, its all so irrelevant

[Pre-Chorus]

I been staying up at night

Thinking I can’t die

Now I see I’m losing control, I love it

I’ve been running on a high

I’m on the other side

All of this is taking a toll

[Chorus]

I want it right now, I wanna bite down

I wanna burn this motherfucker 'til the lights out

I’ll go ballistic, I’m hedonistic

I wanna do what I wanna, I wanna do what I please

I want it right now, I wanna bite down

I wanna burn this mothеrfucker 'til the lights out

I’ll go ballistic, I’m hedonistic

I wanna do what I wanna, I wanna do what I plеase

[Verse 2]

I’m fucking manic as hell

I’m popping pills left and right to get me out my shell

And now I think twice, my wrist sliced, a sick vice

Won't get me this time, five nights of fist fights

Won't lie I love me the rush

Cops come running, I don’t give a fuck

So I hope now they’re gunna shoot me to death

'Cause this life’s more fun with no fear of consequence

[Pre-Chorus]

I been staying up at night

Thinking I can’t die

Now I see I’m losing control, I love it

I’ve been running on a high

I’m on the other side

All of this is taking a toll

[Chorus]

I want it right now, I wanna bite down

I wanna burn this motherfucker 'til the lights out

I’ll go ballistic, I’m hedonistic

I wanna do what I wanna, I wanna do what I please

I want it right now, I wanna bite down

I wanna burn this motherfucker 'til the lights out

I’ll go ballistic, I’m hedonistic

I wanna do what I wanna, I wanna do what I please

[Outro]

I been staying up at night

Thinking I can’t die

Now I see I’m losing control, I love it

I’ve been running on a high

I’m on the other side

All of this is taking a toll