Released on July 15, 2019

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(M.I.K.3 Verse)

My mind is in constant pain

In constant fucking rain

I feel really fucking drain

I never wanted to be this way

In this bed I just fucking lay

It was selfish easy to betray

He never faded away

To the lord I pray

He felt addicted to this needle

Trying to feel fucking equal

Is this the pure evil

Long enough story for a sequel

It's fucking too lethal

But now we're here fucking choking

I wish you were fucking joking

God damn I was fucking hoping

Leaving your mother fucking moping

What the fuck were you smoking

Bad enough a girl left my heart broken

Then next drugs took my cousin

Not just his life like a couple dozen

It took Jane and her fucking husband

It's a big issue wheres the discussion?

They just need some fucking loving

(J8Y Verse)

Cuts on my arm will remind me of pain

Needing you back I’m going insane

There isn’t all silence except for the train

The one that you hopped on when you shot ya brain

Hospital noises echo in my mind

Wish I can go back, way back in time

To reverse the effects of you finally dying

To pick ya head up and remind of you trying

You was lost

In another world I couldn’t see

Hang me by my neck so I cannot breathe

Had to watch you fall like you were a leaf

Screaming in your casket why the fuck did you leave?

I’m steady counting blessings but I don’t even know

Life isn’t the same ever since you chose to go

What’s this about?

Ima blow my brains just to show you what my minds about

(Jae Williams Verse)

Say No the drugs it won’t take the pain away

They stay the predator and we remain the the prey

All the lives and the energy they take away

A leading cause of death is something that I hate to say

Increasing rate of change sucks up in this day and age

Dear God dear God as I pray today

Give em love that the world seems to take away

To fill void that these drugs can’t replace and save

All the people and I hope that this gives them hope

So they want be found dead due overdose

Put down that needle put down the pills put down the coke

Take oll the ones you love and just hold em close

Help them overcome so they won’t become a ghost

This a real issue it ain’t a joke

(Michael Chris Verse)

Nah it ain’t a joke

I need to fixate

My eyes they’re blurry I can’t think straight

Orange bottle on dresser

I wish they left her

I wish they didn’t over take

What was left of her

I wear this cross on the daily

Sending up my prayers hopin that she can hear me

She let the drugs win some battles

And in the end they won the war

So how do I move forward

Knowing your heart was torn

Cuz I could see it in your eyes

You didn’t wanna show all the pain you had inside

You knew you were stronger

But the fucking pills lasted longer

So how do I move pass that

I need you like a student needs back pack

And everyday I get these flash backs

Of all the stuff we used to laugh at

But you took the drugs a final time

Ya you took the drugs a final time