sidelines - Intellectual

[Intro]

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Every day that I wake up, never feel like I'm enough

Told my friends that I'm okay, but at night I think that I suck

I just get into my head, and I never can escape

I can deal with all the rest, I just wish I wasn't dead

I've been sitting on the sidelines

Need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights

Hold it down for sure, in L.A. for fucking nine nights

Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sunlight

Praying I don't wake up before sunrise (Sidelines)

Need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights

Hold it down for surе, in L.A. for fucking nine nights

Driving everywhеre, getting blinded by the sunlight

Praying I don't wake up before sunrise

Say "I'm fine," 'cause that's my go-to line

My fucked up state of mind, can't break this paradigm

Can't seem to stand at attention, I'm cutting the tension

If I say it I meant it, I'm truly demented

In the way I think, the way I act

Went too far, I can't step back

Drown my sorrows with Cognac

Happy? Don't even say I'm that

In honesty, I'm fucking mad

'Cause I didn't think it'd get this bad

Now I'm riding solo, suffer by my dolo

I've been sitting on the sidelines

One, two, three, let's go (Need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights)

Hold it down for sure, in L.A. for fucking nine nights

Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sunlight

Praying I don't wake up before sunrise (Sidelines)

Need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights

Hold it down for sure, in L.A. for fucking nine nights

Driving everywhere, getting blinded by the sunlight

Praying I don't wake up before sunrise

Sidelines, need my playing time, tryna make a couple highlights

Hold it down for sure, in L.A. for fucking nine nights

Driving everywhere, I've been blinded by the sunlight

Praying I don't wake up before sunrise