hate me

By midwxst

Released on April 15, 2021

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[Intro]

(Wells)

Uh, I don't know what to say for the intro so hope you all enjoy this song

It's a nice song, cute song, me and Wells made it, yeah, you know the vibes

One, two, three, four


[Chorus]

I think my friends, they fucking hate me

Think my family thinks I'm lazy

Think my girlfriend thinks I'm crazy

Don't know why she wants to date me

I'm a fuck-up, I'm a mess

Always living in distress

Always failing all my tests

Never thought, I'd never guess


[Verse 1]

I don't wanna face my fucking past

Not gonna rap but it's a wrap

Remember when they used to point and laugh

But now they tryna say I'm next

My circle keeps on getting smaller

My mama said I'm getting tallеr

Don't pick up calls, ignore the caller

My world, it keeps on gеtting smaller


[Bridge]

I'll try and try again but I can never seem to help

And every time I make some progress, feels like I'ma fail

I never open up about my feeling, never tell

Before I help anyone, I don't need to help myself


[Verse 2]

I'm always tryna talk, but you don't wanna pick up my calls

I thought that you'd be different but you turned out like 'em all

Sometimes I wake up and wanna slam my head into a wall

People say I have an ego but my confidence is small

You won't see me down

Silence, make no sound

Scream for help aloud

Trying to be proud

Of what I have done

Of what I've become

Always on the run

Feelings hit the sun

Talk, talk, talk, it's the only thing I'm good at

And since we're talking about my flaws, there's something that I should add

I'm sorry if I hurt you, it's just something that I do

Without realizing I did it so I'm sorry if I hurt you

So, so sorry, I can't describe it in words

I feel like nothing's getting better, only getting worse

I cry a couple times whenever I record a verse

'Cause every time I open up, I end up getting hurt

Keep it in, I never talk, won't say a word

A mix of tears and blood is staining on my shirt

Stay in the house but they say I'm an extrovert

I'm nothing special, all I do is rhyme some words


[Chorus]

I think my friends, they fucking hate me

Think my family thinks I'm lazy

Think my girlfriend thinks I'm crazy

Don't know why she wants to date me

I'm a fuck-up, I'm a mess

Always living in distress

Always failing all my tests

Never thought, I'd never guess