[Intro]

Looking out for fakes, cleaning out my garden, mow the grass

I been (Wells), yeah, smoking away my pain and smoke my

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Helix Tears

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[Verse 1]

Back to the talking, I'm fighting, I'm tired

Think I had enough, I might just retire

Can't trust your words 'cause I know you're a liar

Toss in my body to prolong the fire

Tryna clean up your act, you tryna clean up your trail

Tryna wake up from this dream 'cause it doesn't feel real

You don't even need a weapon, use your words to kill

Why don't you just tell the truth? Why won't you let it spill?

Wanna lie for what? I just don't understand

Tired of giving fucks, all according to your plan

Used my trust and didn't say "Sorry"

Lies you said sent chills through my body

Play with my trust like a game, like Atari

Tryna get better but I'm fucking hardly

A friend or foe, I don't even know

Weren't there for me in my lows

Talk to the spirits and ghosts

Are you my real friend or no?

I already knew you'd switch up from the start

My anxiety is shooting up, it's shooting up the charts

Can't forget your fucking face because you left such a big mark

I've been smoking on this gas and feelin' woozy, seeing stars

Don't give a fuck what you say

I don't wish you fucking death but I just hope you decay

These thoughts that go through my brain

Because of your actions, I won't be the same

I'm tryin', I'm tryin', I've been tryna change

It's hard to get rid of this, escape this pain

I cover my ears, don't wanna hear what you're saying

I try to erase you but you left a stain

[Verse 2]

Hard to describe how I'm feelin' in words

Your image is fading, it's starting to blur

I hope that it gets better, doesn't get worse

I can't trust a soul 'cause I might end up hurt

I'm trying to find myself, I'm on a search

I'm close to the summit, I'm close to the perch

How you gonna say you need me but leave my side

But I shoulda seen it coming, shoulda picked up the signs

Can't face the truth, I'd rather face the lies

Hold in my tears with all my might

Put my soul into my song's all night

Say you my friend but you not in the slight

I know how this feeling goes

To be at this low

Know you're not alone