[Chorus]

In this cycle, I wanna leave but I can't

Tryna fix it but I can't, nothing goes to plan

Say that it was you and not me, don't understand

Miss the feeling of my fingers against your hair

[Verse]

I don't think that you get it

It's obsolete, so forget it

I wish that I never said it

I know where this shit is heading

You tore me down to my foundation

A faulty frame, yeah, you were makeshift

I try my hardest while I'm making

My pain is sleeping, don't awaken

I'm wearing hoodies to hide all my scars

I'm always making all these songs but don't know if I'll get far

Open up my FL Studio, should I even start?

I don't talk a lot so just know that this shit from the heart

I'm only seventeen but got so much to get off my chest

I've been under a lot of pressure lately, I'm under stress

I'm just so thankful for the platform that I got to express

How I've been feeling lately, my life has turned into a mess

I start to get motivated then don't wanna do shit at all

And then I get mad at myself and slam my head on the wall

And I've been losing my friends, that shit turned to a free for all

And then I wait for your name to pop in my phone, want a call

[Chorus]

In this cycle, I wanna leave but I can't

Tryna fix it but I can't, nothing goes to plan

Say that it was you and not me, don't understand

Miss the feeling of my fingers against your hair

In this cycle, I wanna leave but I can't

Tryna fix it but I can't, nothing goes to plan

Say that it was you and not me, don't understand

Miss the feeling of my fingers against your hair