Released on May 14, 2025

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[Verse 1: Billy Toth]

Light dances along these walls

Reminding of a time when I had it all

Dragging my body across the floor

Just to see if I can make it bleed some more

Every ounce of my being

Pulls against me as I try to keep breathing

Colors fading, depressive wading

Every second is a tear and happiness is fleeting


[Verse 2: Billy Toth]

I won't forget you were a silhouette

Sobbing next to me with your head in your hands

I won't forget you're a silhouette

You're engrained in me always be a part of me

Metamorphosis as our faces twist

Condensated fears fall in the shape of tears

Why didn't I cry?

Was it all a lie?

I was waiting here and I let it pass me by

[Chorus: Kody Archer & Billy Toth]

Hold me cause my heart can't take it

I'm dislocated

Every ounce of joy has faded

Feeling like I'm captivated

Everything I've left behind

I've lost my mind

I felt you here

I felt you here with me

But I watched you wither, watched you disappear


[Verse 3: Billy Toth]

Tossing, turning, trembling at the thought

Of course I'm always failing

You're everything I'm not

I shiver and shudder, feeling so distraught

The sound of your exhaling

I almost had forgot


[Bridge: Billy Toth]

(You look lonely, I can fix that)

I waited my whole life just to say goodbye

Can you hear that?

I thought I heard your voice

But the silence echoes in me


[Breakdown: Billy Toth]

Blegh

I heard the rain as I shut my eyes

Recalling a time when you were mine

Fragments scatter our time together shattered

Everything decays when it feels like nothing matters

[Chorus: Kody Archer & Billy Toth]

Hold me cause my heart can't take it

I'm dislocated

Every ounce of joy has faded

Feeling like I'm captivated

Everything I've left behind

I've lost my mind

I felt you here

I felt you here with me

But I watched you wither

Watched you disappear


[Verse 4: Billy Toth]

Light fading inside these halls

I wonder if I ever really had it all

Forcing my body out the door

Just to see if I can stand to breathe some more


[Outro: Kody Archer]

Felt like you were here

Watched you disappear