Released on July 9, 2024
[Verse 1: Billy Toth]
Broken homes and broken bones
When you yell all I hear is dial tones
Not alone, as I sleep I can feel you
Plotting my demise as your blood flows in mine
You want to make me feel
Like how he made you feel
Maybe if you see your pain reflected in me
You think you might begin to heal
[Verse 2: Billy Toth]
Have you lost your mind or gone too far this time?
When you're in that place you block it all out, like nothing else matters
There's no going back, now that you left your mark
You can lie but you can't deny my scars
Well, enough is enough!
[Pre-Chorus: Billy Toth]
What could I havе done?
Killing me, killing me
Placing all your hatе in me
I don't want to–
[Chorus: Kody Archer]
Wake up
Tell me I'm wrong
Even if you know I'm right
Stay here
Laying in bed
Decomposing in my mind
[Verse 3: Billy Toth]
Eyes wide
What's another sleepless night?
Mouth dry
Giving up never felt so right
[Pre-Chorus: Billy Toth]
I stare at the ceiling
I dwell in my mind
I've been here before, time after time
You're what I left behind
[Chorus: Kody Archer]
Wake up
Tell me I'm wrong
Even if you know I'm right
Stay here
Laying in bed
Decomposing in my mind
And now, tell me, am I all alone? (With nothing left, oh, no)
Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep
[Bridge: Billy Toth]
I was just a kid, I was just a kid
What could I have possibly done to deserve this?
[Breakdown: Billy Toth]
Beat them down
Is that your answer for everything?
Trade your heart and your family
To save yourself an apology
You're just a worthless piece of–
Beat them down
You should bruise them or batter
Or choke the life out of them
How you inflict doesn't matter
Because that's how you made me me
[Chorus: Kody Archer with Billy Toth]
Wake up
Tell me I'm wrong
Even if you know I'm right
Stay here
Laying in bed
Decomposing in my mind
And now, tell me, am I all alone? (With nothing left, oh, no)
Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep
[Outro: Billy Toth]
Because I'm counting sheep as I cry myself to sleep