[Intro: Aria]
She tells me lose
What can i do?
Holdin’ on to her thigh
She walks away, everyday
Never tellin’ why
[Verse 1: MidKnyte & Aria]
What is the meaning of life
When all I can see is knifes all around my mind?
That’s the reason why tonight, i’m going out without a fight
I sound crazy, but trust me
I’ve been debatin’ if i should stay or i should pray for someone to love me
I would give anythin’ for that feelin’ of warmth and praise
To sit there and mope like it’s yesterday
I would walk miles in hell, go to jail without bail
And everything is goin’ to dust, so fuck you for who you thought i was
I ain’t nothin’
That’s a thing that cost somethin’
What does a man have to do for comfort?
And upwards, i know that i have to work
Findin’ that cure for my disеase is hard
Just rip my head open ‘till i bleed, i disrеgard
A family once tarnished by the separation of both
Never together, it’s all blood, never peace, always loathe
Sometimes, i just wonder if my life can be showed
I sit and reflect on my life, askin’ “why?”
A crazy story to be told
I’m sorry momma, but i gotta do what i gotta do
I gotta learn to love
I gotta earn from above
I can’t take you with me
This is my own life
This is my own rights
Am i in a nightmare? Someone pinch me
I walk miles in rain with all this pain i have
I talk piles of dirt while hurt same things i grab
Fame i don’t have
I don’t care as long as someone hears me
Do you hear me?
Do you
Do you hear me?
Do you hear me?
I realized i couldn’t help anyone that was with me
I had to bring my own self with no one else to victory
Had to leave everyone to rot while i plot on this mystery
I’m sorry, i can’t take you, but you still exist to me
[Chorus: Aria]
She tells me lose
What can i do?
Holdin’ on to her thigh
She walks away, everyday
Never tellin’ why
She tells me lose
What can i do?
Holdin’ on to her thigh
She walks away, everyday
Never tellin’ why
[Verse 2: MidKnyte]
Look
I never thought i would fall for you
I’m not that type person to solve for you
You're my ex, and i gave it all for you
Every night, plottin’ on how i should survive
Every night, the problem without takin’ advice
Every lie, is another one where i can’t right my wrongs
So i write some songs, i might go wrong
All you do is fight and light a bong
All i yearned and craved was attention
Maybe i didn’t deserve it
Or maybe you was hurtin’
I learned that talkin’ had tension
Sometimes i wonder if it was my fault
If i didn’t get in trouble that day
What if i was home that day, why’s the time lost?
Could i prevent it?
Could i be the reason why he didn’t go with it?
I wish he would just stop
Gettin’ sad before grabbin’ that Glock
And i realized it was a quick decision
I wished i had his vision
Some part is sad and some part is mad
Some part is glad for him to teach me to start winnin’
Yea
Minds have been so broken
In this self pity we sit around hopin’
That change will come to us
Not realizin’ that you’ll stay the same
And do the same stuff
Open your mind to better things
Better grace
Better saves
Better taste in humanity as a whole
Don’t give your soul to be sold
And to be bold, no, don’t dig your own hole
I wish you can see change is a result of commitment
I’m scared to commit
But you woulda never did it
I pray that my words are hittin’
From every soul and every spirit
Lost and trapped in the dark
What a cost to map the light in your heart
So if you wanna be saved
Don’t think you’re gonna be saved by your own pace
Pick up the speed of your case
What will it take
To make you think that hope is not lost
Hope is there, just needs a cause
I get it’s hard, but deaths, affairs, the rest of who cares
When will it hit you?
You’re the only opportunity within you
Tryna win someone over, well first, win you
[Chorus: Aria]
She tells me lose
What can i do?
Holdin’ on to her thigh
She walks away, everyday
Never tellin’ why
[Interlude: MidKnyte]
Gather all, we’d rather fall
Than be a slave for the call
Gather all, we’d rather fall
Than be a slave for the call
Gather all, we’d rather fall
Than be a slave for the call
Gather all, we’d rather fall
Than be a slave for the call
[Chorus: Aria]
She tells me lose
What can i do?
Holdin’ on to her thigh
She walks away, everyday
Never tellin’ why
[Outro]
(Weeps of Agony)