Released on January 30, 2025

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[Verse]

I just wanna be alone

Lights off when i don’t check my phone

Wreck my home

Metal to my dome

Devil in my zone

Ran away, he chased me

All the people thought i was crazy

‘Till they saw him face me

Harpoon tail

Rest is scales

Don’t die for sells

Life of hell

He slammed his red trident

Then i got to hidin’

Everyone hates me

I don’t got fans, they can’t relate see

I’m a bit crazy

Everyone you knew that was real are fakes

Be lying to yo face then hits you with that stake

He wanted to berate me

She wanted to date me

3 months later, i ask and she’s like “maybe”

I love you, don’t leave baby

I’ve been putin’ the work in, you’ve been lazy

I’m a man and you’re my lady

If you’re my savior then why don’t you take me

Since kindergarten i’ve been a nuisance

Put the chair in my room ‘cause that’s where the noose is

Cut to cope not to impress, i’m abusive

My life, my own path and i choose it

My thighs the kid and i’m the drunk dad

Things have only gone bad

One fad, is another to change your ways

Am i like this or is it just a phase?

Maybe the pain will be over one day

Rather be alone than lonely

All these folks thinkin’ they know me

“Man, fuck you with those old keys”

“Can’t unlock shit”- is what they told me

Even my therapist don’t like me

I ruin everythin’ i touch, unlikely

To get any comfort by any girl

I tell her my issues and then she hurls

She’s scared of me because of my thoughts

So i rather sit in bed and fuckin’ rot

Everytime i explain i always get yelled at

Just like with everythin’ i fuckin’ fail at

I kick the dust, carve my bones

Hate the fuss, i wanna be alone