I know that you’ve been through the worst

You’re gonna be okay

Its not always gonna be this way

I don’t know where I’m at

Im standing right at the back

Im tired of waiting

Waiting here in line

Hoping that I can find

What it is I’ve been chasing

Up late most nights

Got a lot of thoughts running in my mind

Like what is heaven really like

And when I die do I go straight up an fly

Or is this the waiting room

Will we get to choose

Why do people say they love you

But not the real you

Why do people act like they feel you

Then run away when they get to know you

This is nonsense

Stop acting like people are god sent

But I still find myself going for profit

So obnoxious

So who are you to tell me how to live

I need to find who I am

Before I can judge

I still can’t judge

Im lost in the emotion of

Life as a commotion

Help me try to focus

But still don’t know my motives

You told me that I had to learn how to fall

I know that you’ve been through the worst

You’re gonna be okay

Its not always gonna be this way

You lied to my face

You lied to my heart

You lied all the time and

It just tore me apart

My self care was shrinking

Had these tears pouring out my eyes

And when you left me

There was nothing inside

My heart was broken

I didn’t know what to do

All that was left for me to do

Was crawl back to you

My life was going fine

You left me feeling confused

Was it just love or was I being sad

Even if it was love I felt so amused

Mistaken and mistreated

Most definitely misused

My legs are stumbling

A knife to my wrist

Thinking I’m so done with this

Listening to all your crap

Saying you loved me and shit

All those dying words I knew they were fake

You was saying them to me

But for your own sake

Never wanted to get high

Never wanted to get shy

Always wanted to spread my wings and fly

Just want to find true love

And maybe I will soon

But if I do I want it to be you

I know that you’ve been through the worst

You’re gonna be okay

Its not always gonna be this way

I know that you’ve been through the worst

I know that you’ve been through the worst