Released on June 8, 2020

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[Talking - Marc]

This one's for you Mic Righteous, or should I say

Mic Reckless, erm, obviously I dunno if you recognise

The hat, yea, that's uh, this is mine now 'cus it

Suits me, and erm if you're wondering why I've taken

It. I took it from Farzad's house when I had to do

His bathroom, and er it's for all the boxers and socks

That never got returned, alright mate? Funny that

Cheers Rocks, boxers and socks


[Chorus]

Suicide, from my friends

Come outside, hide from the endz

Only I, wasn't there

Horrified, I was scared

Suicide, from my friends

Come outside, hide from the endz

Only I, wasn't there

Horrified, I was scared

(And I'll pray you chase away the demons)

Ohh

(Ain't no way you can escape the feeling)

Yeah

Suicide, from my friends

Come outside, hide from the endz

Only I, wasn't there

Horrified, I was scared


[Verse]

Now all I've got is prayer

And every time I see something you touched

I stop and stare

And get this weird feeling of comfort

Just because you touched it

And that might be fucked up

But man it's something I wanna share (yeah)

I'm still wearing your joggers

That got a tear in, I remember swearing

I never stole 'em, but I was joking

You caught me lacking

I was in the crib I had 'em on

And you was pissed

You stole a couple of my hats as payback

I see your dad wearing one the other day

I rate that

And I swear I'd trade anything I have

To see your face fam

And link for one second

Even if it's just to shake hands

I can't lie, I ain't really fucking with the gang

I can't relate fam

I'm outgrowing our mates

I'm outgrowing Class A

They still doing class A's

And I swear they can't change

Not even for their dead mate

And I just blame Margate

Slippery slope, icy pavements

Shit and I can't slip, tryna save 'em

Selfish guy

Sometimes you gotta help yourself in life

Maybe I could change 'em too

Open up their minds

And show 'em what the brain could do

So they don't do the same as you, trust

I don't wanna wear this suit again, trust

And bury another one of my stupid friends, trust

I'm sick of the cycle, it ain't safe outside

I'm sick of life, but I can't contemplate my


[Chorus]

Suicide, from my friends

Come outside, hide from the endz

Only I, wasn't there

Horrified, I was scared

Suicide, from my friends

Come outside, hide from the endz

Only I, wasn't there

Horrified, I was scared

(And I'll pray you chase away the demons)

Ohh

(Ain't no way you can escape the feeling)

Yeah

Oh suicide, gone my friends

Only I, wasn't there

Oh wanna cry, on the stairs

Horrified, I was scared


[Talking]

I dedicate this album to Marc Joshua Wood, rest in peace

And as long as I'm alive, you'll live through me

(And I'll pray you chase away the demons)

Ohh

(Chase your dreams and save a space for me)