Margate Boy

By Mic Righteous

On Suicycle

Released on June 8, 2020

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[Chorus]

Inside, ain't nobody inside

I hide my pain inside

I find that place and hide


[Verse 1]

Ay yo big bro, look at what you did big bro

I hope you're somewhere listening to this big bro

It's like a dream can't believe that you're dead big bro

Can't believe we're never getting lean again big bro

Both know you wasn't mentally ill big bro

Can't get into politics but still big bro

I don't wanna tarnish anything you built big bro

On the real big bro, this a real shit show

That baby bump big and your baby mum's pissed

Look what you left the family to deal with bro

Holding hands with her, going to scans with her

And I seen little man, he's got a real big toe

I notice you never left a will big bro

Take care of my nephew, I will big bro

I'll be there with a tissue when he's ill big bro

I've got you from here you can chill big bro

Still pissed you did this to my sis and it kills big bro

For real big bro

You're gonna be missed like a real big bro

This feels like a fucked up film big bro

I remember that call I was already stressed

And my sis texts telling me you're missing I'm upset

You said you wasn't going back again

But we're back here again

And that's just the endz, I'm so vexed big bro

Yeah big bro, Whatsapp group chat dug you out

I'm younger I usually shut my mouth

But this time it's like I didn't care big bro

I felt a strange atmosphere in the air big bro

We was there big bro

You was somewhere, where big bro?

Sharz had drove in tears big bro

She called us to just come here big bro

We're all here big bro


[Chorus]

Ain't nobody inside

I hide my pain inside

I find that place and hide

There ain't nobody inside, inside

Ain't nobody inside

Ain't nobody inside

Ain't nobody inside


[Verse 2]

How can I not let my conscience conquer me?

How can I stop thinking 'bout you constantly?

Negative seed growing stronger than a conker tree

How can I hide my pain inside so wrongfully?

Hide my self inside my property

I'm scared big bro, nothing's clear big bro

Same birthday every year big bro

Yeah big bro

Obviously you might be dead, but you're not gone to me

Got your name tattooed onto me

You was my brother before you was my brother-in-law

Now I'm watching over yours, that's what brothers are for

You were fast paced, can't wait, class A boy

Holding a sharp blade do a Scarface voice

Tryna be a criminal, typical Margate boy

I hope heaven got an arcade boy

22nd of May, that was our date boy

Ain't no pain like heartache boy

From now on if you partake in the taking of class A

Allow me around me you can't take Troy (Wha?)

You took your life on the 8th

Birthday two weeks away

Planning funerals at the same time what a shame

I was at the service, Lily was crying on stage

I remember she was born life's not a game

When you're younger, and you think time's gonna wait

But really time flies like it's tied to a plane


[Chorus]

Inside, ain't nobody inside

I hide my pain inside

I find that place and hide

There ain't nobody inside, inside

Ain't nobody inside

Ain't nobody inside

Ain't nobody inside

That's it