[Chorus]

I look up to the sky and ask how long I'll live

I don’t wanna die, I got a lot to give

I look up to the sky and ask how long I'll live

I don't wanna die, I got a lot to give

I look up to the sky

[Verse 1]

Two hands high and I pray li’ yea

Two fat lines in the late night yea

Pray for my families sake li' yea

Pray that we gradually take flight

I look up to the sky what if I ain't right yea

And if you ain't a lie then come and make my year

And it's still Class A until the day I die

No more serpents in the circle

Now the family ain't the same size

I just wave bye, you're such a snake

The love was fake, you run away

Only the realest remain on the same side

It's such a shame, so much has changed

From one today, to I can’t lie I need to make time

Can’t lie I think I'll die in broad daylight

Or on tour four minutes before stage time

Or die in some sort of organised cage figh’ yea

Lamz told me embrace, appreciate life yea

Kept the gang together when the cases came flying

Now it's pray for my families sake

Like the family made Mic

I had to cut a few ties

Who's your friends, choose wise

'Cus some are no good

Good guys lose lives

Ay, is he a rider or a rival?

Just know who you dealing with on arrival

’Cus enemies could greet you with a smile

You let 'em in the circle and then repeat the cycle

Trust the wrong person, I guess it's only my fault

I feel like it's just me, myself and Michael

If I cut you out my life it's the right call

Don't ever try call

Or send a iMessage and checking to see if I'm cool

If you was by my side when I thought I was suicidal

I apologise for lying

[Chorus]

I look up to the sky and ask how long I'll live

(Long I'll live)

I don't wanna die, I got a lot to give

(Lot to give)

I look up to the sky and ask how long I'll live

(Long I'll live)

I don't wanna die, I got a lot to give

(Lot to give)

I look up to the sky

[Verse 2]

I had to find another home

I had to have a punch up with my brother though

Always at each others throats, only brothers know

We could fight each other but you're still my brother bro (uh)

That's my blood and that's my brother

And the love won't go away

And when I think of what I done to you

Yea I get so ashamed

Certain situations that apologies can't change

Maybe we'll get back in touch

When we both hit so insane like

I just wave bye

It's deeper than you tryna assault me

Our parents never protected the old me from the adult me

Never remotely close

Probably closer to a OD

No wonder why we're fighting like a pair of old coke fiends

I think we're better off dead

Or we're better off lonely

Here's something someone very special told me

One day the acorn will grow into the oak tree

Then the oak tree is gonna grow its own seed ay

So I'm only looking out for one and only ay

Even though we don't speak

I don't want no regrets ay ay ay

I had to cut a few ties

Who's your friends, choose wise

'Cus some are no good

And good guys lose lives

Ay, is he a rider or a rival?

Will he ride out when it's nightfall?

Be at the gates when they free you?

If not then be mindful

Sometimes they claim they're down to die

They're in denial

Trust the wrong person

Guess it's only my fault

I guess it's only me, myself and Michael, he'll do

I got a small list of people I'd die for and kill too

If you ain't on that list and threaten mine

Then I'll kill you

Then put it in a drill tune

Just to play when I build zoots

Give 'em the reel like film crews (uh)

Feel who I appeal to

Spit just what I feel

And it's exactly what they feel too

You want the truth

The whole truth

And nothing but truth

Then tell my ex girl my only crime

(Was I loved you)

Apologies to my sister for putting that bitch above you

What doesn't kill you will crush you

And then it fills you with subdue

If you feeling like you're in the shoes

Of a human you once knew

Face to face with my fears

Man enough to confront truth

Stood before my sister playing this

Who can I run to, I

Shoulda been a better brother to you

Was suffering

But never knew that you was suffering too

I'd keep on sneaking out the house

Without nothing to do

To tell the truth

I just didn't wanna be stuck in with you

Even though I was only ever really up in my room

You used to tell me what to do

And when I would refuse

We'd fight and I mean fight

Like covered in bruises

But it's nothing unusual

Our mother abused us

Anyone could trigger us

And we'd just suddenly lose it

Short fuse, smart mouth

The apple doesn't fall so short

Weren't taught to calm down

Weren't amicable or social

Nah we argued 'till we don't talk

And so forth and so forth

I ain't tryna let my hidden trauma haunt me no more

Remember when I saw red and I kicked the door off

Picked the 4x4 up

Brandishing a weapon

Threatening to take your jaw off

Every thought I thought of

Was a war I fought off

Locked indoors like Fort Knox

We'd all act militant

When situations got dire

Why is it the innocent always caught in the cross-fire

Now you see the results, little girl lost

She had to be an adult, she had to see an assault

The darkness of your partner and I don't mean to insult

But when I stare in your soul

It's like I'm seeing a ghost I

Swear I ain't leaving for all the tea and the toast

You made me back in the day

Back when I needed you most

How we made it I never know

No child left to roam knows how to respect a home

I was a little homewrecker and I wasn't so clever

I thought you was just stressy guess I should have known better

Deep down you was only ever tryna protect us li' yea

I'm sorry for pretending you was under no pressure li' yea

And I know that you wake up feeling cold

Since that this a never ending nightmare

Hold your head up, know you're fed up

Wanna end it right here

I won't let you no never life's precious like

[Chorus]

I look up to the sky and ask how long I'll live

(Long I'll live)

I don't wanna die, I got a lot to give

(Lot to give)

I look up to the sky and ask how long I'll live

(Long I'll live)

I don't wanna die, I got a lot to give

(Lot to give)

I look up to the sky and ask how long I'll live

(Long I'll live)

I don't wanna die, I got a lot to give

(Lot to give)

I look up to the sky and ask how long I'll live

(Long I'll live)

I don't wanna die, I got a lot to give

(Lot to give)

I look up to the sky