Yea, you recording? Alright yeah I'm ready

[Chorus]

Somewhere out there, the waters deep

I wait for the waves to crash over me

There ain't no hope inside my mind

And all of the pain remains inside

[Verse 1]

I feel like I should live life with my eyes closed

Block my ears up, hand me them earbuds (go blind)

Shut my pie hole, I don't wanna see my people die slow

I don't wanna hear my family crying

I don't wanna talk to the 5-0

I don't wanna talk about the Shannons, the Jasmines, the Maya's

I'm similar to Michael, mind of a child (mind like a minefield)

Adulthood turned me to a psycho

Time's taking its right toll

Heart cold like an ice pole

Feel like I'm on a tightrope with a blindfold

I've seen madness happening everywhere that I go

Bro went jail, killed himself in a cell

The pain transferred now his sibling's suicidal

He killed himself a year later, it's a suicycle, mad

[Chorus]

Somewhere out there, the waters deep

I wait for the waves to crash over me

There ain't no hope inside my mind

And all of the pain remains inside

Somewhere out there, the waters deep

I wait for the waves to crash over me

There ain't no hope inside my mind

And all of the pain remains inside

[Verse 2]

Bro told me we all go to the grave from the cradle

In between it's all pleasure, if it ain't it's just painful

We spoke on all levels, all this grief'll shape you

He said if life's a game, I don't wanna play ball

I don't wanna stay here, when I'm unstable

And I'm uncertain, whether I'm able

Why ain't I learning? When I'm so hateful

Nothing's gone great, I'm pretending I'm grateful

Yes I'm ungrateful

All this pressure on my plate, all the plates on my table

Praying to the angels, give me some healing

Head up to the sky crying, near enough screaming

Don't like what I'm seeing, hearing or feeling

But something in my heart says I'm here for a reason

There's a man named trauma, he's waiting round the corner

You ain't outta the storm 'till you're drowning in water

[Chorus]

Somewhere out there, the waters deep

I wait for the waves to crash over me

There ain't no hope inside my mind

And all of the pain remains inside

Somewhere out there, the waters deep

I wait for the waves to crash over me

There ain't no hope inside my mind

And all of the pain I hold inside