Released on February 11, 2013

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Suffocate me, mama hates me, woke up, another day dream

On my knees begging for someone to come and take me

Am I creative, or am I crazy?

And if it wasn't for my baby

I'll probably be dead in the bottom of an empty bottle of JD

Lately I ain't been the same me

Lost touch of my old friends, got no friends

New friends seem snakey

Maybe cos you never wanted me when I was 18

Eating a 31p tin of baked beans, since Kampain

You wanna Preston Play me

Is it the attention I've been getting from the mainstream

Cos I killed SB and then Grime Daily?

Laugh in the face of the last woman that played me

You're lying if you look in the mirror and say you ain't me

I am you. We all the same G

We walk the same streets, we talk the same shit

We Smoke the same weed, we chase the same birds

We chirps and they tweet

Followed one girl cos she was following me

She called herself B, shit's fuckery, she stung me, it turned ugly

And man found out she was gonna fuck me! I'm dumb enough to fuck her

But it's the ones you love that gotta come first

I coulda' lost that, over a dumb flirt

One squirt of sperm's not worth it

But she's a bitch, don't know what the bird did

Hurt some prick called Chris

Tried to catch me slippin and fallin

Didn't think I was the type to listen to bullshit

It's funny, tried to get me in a honey trap, you fucked up

You probably want your money back

Yeah, that's a story for another track

Matter of fact, you'll hear that soon

22 tattoos, ararhhh, Righteous that's who

22 gun salute for any of my people been through what I been through

You ain't gotta look up to me, cos I'm right with you

I'm just another brick in this wall

People think I'm the shit cos I spit and it's cool

And on the real I wanna hear a chick say my dick's small

So I can say it looks that way cos I got big balls

I've been doing this since this tall!

This is the reason why I never got to 6th form

Doesn't mean I haven't got a lot to live for

I've been given everything from God so wish yours

Smoking on some shit that's got dreads

Thinking about Hip Hop and I got vexed like damn! The fans have gone deaf

You're probably wondering, what's next?

On a conquest to come first in this contest

Every verse is a concept. Without it, these words are just nonsense

I keep thinking why's one of us not dead?

Seen rappers at the bottom going like their at the top when

It's the most humble that got the top tens

Looking like bums, where the fuck is your prospects?

You part-timers can't find a job yet, I don't watch dem

I watch S.B. and I've been watching before he even met me

I knew English before you knew English

My Fire in the Booth can't ever be extinguished

I've been working for 7 years, had to earn my props

It's a gift and a curse I got

Is there any part of me that still feels I deserve a shot?

I'm from the dirt, my family never turned to God

They turned on one another and got burdened off

That's when I learnt, there's always someone worser off

These ain't just words for you to go and learn a song

I'm worthless, no person's perfect

Wish you could just turn the clock, reverse it, and right my wrongs

I don't wanna lose the life I got

And I don't wanna lose the love

I'm looking around the room, thinking who to trust

My mother was abusive, my father was abusing drugs

I'm fucked! under none. Yeah, I'm under none

I wan't so much more than a number one

I wanna touch on every thought I can conjure up

You think I'm all talk till I hush my gums

I can talk for months, look what the talking does

I've done so much, I'm just warming up

You dumb fucks really wanna war with us?

Of course you do, if I was you, I'd war me too!

Cause one little buzz off a corny tune

Round and round we go, the story loops

I'll be doing the same shit when I'm 42

When I'm 42 will I still believe the truth?

If I die at 64, will you miss me more? Shit!

There's 22 years between the two

It's happening again, what's the meaning?

Am I reading to deep into the whole thing, I'm banging my head

It's occurring again and again, can't be a coincidence

I've seen it so much, I imagine my death

My heart's worn on my sleeve, before I sleep put it back in it's chest

Get it?, put it back in it's chest

Cos that's where the treasure was kept

It's Pirates of the Carribean in the ends that I rep

You don't believe me, talk to Frank

Come to Margate b, I'll make you walk the plank

Some real ill manors! Too bruck for guns

For real, there's still daggers

And man still work to shot to maintain this Class A

Where you think we got the name?

It's not from games sitting in all day

Man’ll move a fickle, and the shit will change

Gotta make it out of this cage, time to make a great escape

From this council estate

Uh i gotta do it for my friends' and family's sake

Think I'm getting near that insanity age

Starting to stop giving a fuck! And I plan to be late

I don’t want a gimmick or an image or a catchy adlib

I’d rather look like a tramp

See I’m true to who I have been, read Mic’s name

Proudly say, I am him

That’s just something I just wanted to establish

I don’t need a crew to rap with

Cos I do this on my Jack Jones

Even with a bag o’ man I still feel alone cos I’m in a mad zone

I’m feeling like I’m back home

Ima work till the bones in my back’s broke

For all these A&Rs on my are school jacks phone

I don’t even answer when my Dad phones

But it only rings once when my dealer’s got the bang though

I ain’t the man that the fans knew

But I plan to show you who I am through my raps

As a man I react, get angry and can be a twat and attack, for no reason

I seem so decent, my alter ego, I’m a person beneath it

And you don’t even see, this person is bleeding!

These bars are the sound of him screaming

14,000 people think I’m a so called genius

Rub that in the face of my old school teachers

Tell it to the kids, let the whole school believe in the possibilities

We all dream for a reason!

Every single person has a purpose, a meaning

It’s up to you to seek it

The sky’s a lot higher than the ceiling

So reach out grab it, the world is yours, have it

Hold it in both hands and mould it into your own planet

Don’t panic, just follow the stars

Leave behind your stamp they will follow your path

And if you want it then start, planning

When times get hard, you feel like you can’t manage

Remember who you are, you can tackle any challenge

You can be an acrobat, just walk a tight rope

What’s the worst that can happen?

You can lose your balance

You die doing something that you love

I’m happy if I collapse while I’m rapping I will fall down dead

Have a heart attack during my warm upSesh like shit god!

I ain’t even warmed up yet!

But at least I got to talk some sense, for real

I know brothers have killed, brothers are still

Others that are sitting on meals

Others that are sitting on bills

Others that are sitting on nothing

I gave them something to feel

For real

So when I’m gone and I cease to exist, yeh my legacy will live

So when your gone and you cease to exist, your legacy will live

Ain't No MC deeper than this, ain't no MC deeper than this

So when I'm 6 feet deep in a ditch, my legacy will live

Yeh my legacy will live, yeh my legacy will live

So when im 6 feet deep in a ditch, my legacy will live