It’s been a while since I visited

I was just flying past

Had a mate with me

Told him two minutes park up wait in the car

It was only gonna be a quick stop

Not a stomach turn and a big shock

And I know your hearing's slowly going

So I did your door wanna them big knocks

And I know you’re in

Because I called your phone

I heard your ring tone through the window

But it’s been locked

And I know the score, so your door got kicked off

I came in and saw you rotting flesh

Laying on your bed, I thought you wasn’t dead

Of course you was, it’s common sense

I just watch you waste away

I don’t wanna live with this pain cos it’s cold

I left you displaced cause you're old

No this place ain’t a home

It’s a disgrace of a yard

I saw your rib cage it was dark

I just broke down in your old house

Cos I fixated on the past

How'd I leave it this late til I passed

Shit weighs on my heart

Aw you was there from a baby

Always been safe in your arms

Should’ve been there to return the favour

Now it’s late and I can't

Six feet under in a grave

And I wonder if I love ya

How could I just walk away?

Away way you taught me how to wash my face , face oh my face

How could I leave you in this place, this place oh my days

How did I just walk away, away , oh my days

I just watched you waste away

I can’t believe we left you

Cos your needs were special

How did we neglect you

The bed you slept on ate you

How did we forget to check you

You need aid at your age

How comes no one came to your rescue

No one gave you the refuge

You would play with the nephews

We would say you was mental

Used to make soup with lentils

And no-one ever ate it

It usually tasted like metal

And now we just taste regret

Cause now you've been laid to rest

I just watched you waste away

And I don't wanna lift this weight on my own

Now you're encased in a box placed in a hole

What is left is a name engraved with a crow

And guilt and the shame and satanic souls

The reality I never kept my relatives close

There's a front on my face like I set it in stone

Now you're under a grave just skeleton bones

And i'm running from fate like I never been told

Running from fate like i'm never gettin' old

Running from fate like I never seen death

Running from fate like never seen never seen

Running from fate like Bellerin, yes!

Dead tomorrow, you're born today

So fornicate with life before you wake up

Six feet under in a grave

And I wonder if I loved ya

How could I just walk away?

Away way you taught me how to wash my face, face oh my face

How could I leave you in this place, this place oh my days

How did I just walk away, away, oh my days

I just watched you waste away, way way

You taught me how to wash my face, face oh my face

How could I leave you in this place, this place oh my days

I just watched you waste away, away oh my days

I just watched you waste away