Released on October 19, 2018

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Verse 1: Metalecalec

I don’t think they know

Everything that I been through

I got 5 missed calls and they all wanna handout

They ain’t been around but they better put they hands down

Sacrificing everything, tryna get far

Thinking like, why life so hard

Say that I’m changing, I’m not the same

All of us aging, along with the pain

Runs so deep, just like the Ocean

Feelings in a book, ima leave that shit open

Ex done cheated, happened for a reason

Living in my life I’m alone, with demons

They want my soul, just might get it

Cause I lost control, and I’m feeling so low

Bridge:Metalecalec

I don’t need no therapist

Just someone to come care for this

I be kinda scared and shit

When I’m in the dark and I’m wearing this

On my neck it’s choking me

I could use some potent weed

Why can’t everything go the way it’s suppose to be

Hook: Metalecalec

Damn

I really wanna know why all of this shit gotta happen to me

Actually

Ion think it’s karma, but I really think that, i don’t deserve it

Damn

X2

Verse 2:Metalecalec

Tatts on my neck neck neck and my stomach

Ima puppet with the pain, you relate to the words, everything that I say

And I’m feeling like a bird, ima fly away, ima find a way

Through these times, they changing, yeah

Everyone complaining, yeah

They don’t wanna work but they want everything

They ain’t finna get shit, this shit a scary thing

Ima get it, ima take it, ima prop it to the cockpit

All these people talking, they be hating,but they not shit

Uhhh, Velcrow to the dick

That’s 365 24, to my dick

Uhh, back the fuck up off of It

Tryna do my thang but y’all tryna stop my Shit

Nooooo, ain’t finna do that

Over my dead body, bitch get used to that

Bridge:Metalecalec

I don’t need no therapist

Just someone to come care for this

I be kinda scared and shit

When I’m in the dark and I’m wearing this

On my neck it’s choking me

I could use some potent weed

Why can’t everything go the way it’s suppose to be

Hook: Metalecalec

Damn

I really wanna know why all of this shit gotta happen to me

Actually

Ion think it’s karma, but I really think that, i don’t deserve it

Damn

X2

Verse 3:Metalecalec

I’m not tryna live like this

I’m not tryna feel like this

Working hella hard, I deserve respect

But instead of that l I get death threats

My grandma stresssing, in the same boat with her

Feeling drained but y’all feeling fucking hella bitter

Damn, I’m tryna take my own route

I don’t understand, cause y’all ain’t been around

Me, just a couple girls that snatched the words right up out my mouth

I be tryna eat pussy, tryna make love, tryna be cool, then they wanna eat my heart out, damn must of been they plan, guess it ain’t my day

Catching all these feelings, that’s my problem, with girls, that I met on the first day

Bridge:Metalecalec

I don’t need no therapist

Just someone to come care for this

I be kinda scared and shit

When I’m in the dark and I’m wearing this

On my neck it’s choking me

I could use some potent weed

Why can’t everything go the way it’s suppose to be