My grandmother just called me crying, now she tripping cause her cancer spreading

Fucked up, and it's so sad, that she won't see me get to where I'm headed

Tell me wtf, am I really gunna do

So attached, I ain't tryna lose

20 years, we been bonding

Ohh the times up? no options?

Tell me why, I don't wanna go threw it

Don't take my heart, don't abuse it

After this, I'll be so reclusive

I remember all the times that I made excuses

Like Damn, blame myself

Them books, already on the shelf

Used to be so disrespectful

Now, right now, feeling so dreadful

Like damn, too for late for appologies

But I apologize, for them qualities

Told me, I better keep pushing

Ima do just that, no stopping me

I wish you could see, like promises

Crazy life when you prominent

Grown men, they stay hating

On me, and my confidence

You can chase ur dream, they wanna fight you

But I just laugh at they IQ

They hear ur flow, they grab a fork, then they take notes, then bite you

Aight bruh, I expected it

U wanna taste, just like my ex's

They ain't from Texas they still wreck less

They walk around, so infectious

They'll fuck you, without protection

Call em Satan in reflection

But in they face, its perfection

Well at least they, with alotta make up

If I wanna fuck with them better get ya cake up

Then u gotta rake up, what u made it rain

Then you gotta wake up, and deal with the pain

Damn, only 4pm

Death threats with a lot of hoes, some weirdos in my dm

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