Scared - Intellectual

Bridge :Metalecalec

Look

I'm overdrafted, I’m hella broke, it's so drastic

I've really had it, it’s so graphic, I'm held captive

Ima slave to my weakness, through the nights I be sleepless

I be thinking, bout my life, and what I'm going through

Verse 1:Metalecalec

It's winter all year long

Ion feel the heat, i feel The ice upon my feet

I feel the tears down my eyes, I feel the hate up in my heart

I'm blinded by the lies, all around, when I'm in the dark

Had a couple people, they tried to tell me

It's a cold world, tryna compel me,

Tryna bring me down, deeper then them

I'm so scared, cause my pockets thin

So amarexoc, been redirected

Try to fix it, it’s so pathetic

I’m not protected, by the world

I'm infected by the world

Can’t take this shit, now I'm on the ground

Praying to the gods, I'm way down

Its hella high, my blood pressure

Stress, from all the fears

I try to measure, in the coldest weather

Ion know if I'm built for this,

Ion know if ima really make it

But all I know is I would kill for this

Hook: Metalecalec

You can push me all you want,

You can get crying, in my feelings all the time

I want you to go away, don’t ever come back

I blame you for the pain, that's been coming by the stacks

Verse 2:Metalecalec

I'm afraid of things like a lot of things

I'm insecure, gets the best of me

But it's the death of me, it don't make since

But I gotta vent, beyond me

I'm afraid of my girl, cheating, up on me

I'm afraid of the world, freezing, and I'm frozen

I been knowing, my emotions, they been, taking over me

Like all the time, when I'm broke, can't afford groc er y

But notice me, a young man, fights a lot on the inside

Tryna make it out, been enslaved, got a lot of scars on his backside

But he tryna guide, for his generation

Provide, still stuck

Filled up at the gas station

Grew it all, self belief

That's nonstop for the foundation

Get the picture, it's punctuated

I'm obligated, real shit

Been thru a lot, real shit

And I be feeling like, I'm all alone, up in the dark

My Fears up on the wall, reflecting, like its really art

I got this pen, I got these fillings, it won't seem to mark

I really think I might be stuck and I might fall apart