Verse 1: Metalecalec

Misunderstood, but it wasn’t the plan for me

No one understands, nobody would stand for me

Turned to the drugs, but I was forced by the pain

I been crying out for help, They turned the other way

Stuck with myself, thoughts so deranged

I really needed someone, just to explain

What I been going through, shit weighing on my mental

Couple times almost put a bullet in my temple

Then I’m headed straight to Hell, fast, a one way

Ticket but these bitches really wanna see it, okay

You ain’t finna push me, devil done took me

To a place in my brain, and I’ll never feel the same

Done with the pills, they really ain’t helping

You say you can relate but you really ain’t felt this

I’m selfish and I’m stubborn, judge me if you want too

I’m still the kid that be crying in the bathroom

Tears been shedded, kid been neglected

Work so hard cause I know where I’m headed

I been sent the message, they already read it

They left me on seen, cause I really said it

Hook: Metalecalec

Ion even know who to trust right now

I be really tryna go but I’m stuck rn

Feeling broke rn, so cole rn

All the stress on my mind needa smoke rn

Ion even know who to trust right now

I be really tryna go but I’m stuck rn

Feeling broke rn, so cole rn

All the stress on my mind needa smoke rn

(Breath) I was on broke down, all upon the curb, den u passed me

No one else around, really so hurt, I seen you, den you passed me

Ion even know who to trust right now

I be really tryna go but I’m stuck rn

Feeling broke rn, so cole rn

All the stress on my mind needa smoke rn

(Breath) I was on broke down, all upon the curb, den u passed me

No one else around, really so hurt, I seen you, den you passed me

Verse 2: Metalecalec

I be chasing these dreams, but you call it, unrealistic

So close to the dick, you know you better twist it

So comfortable, in my own skin

You wanna judge me cause I don’t pretend

Moherfuck all the fake shit

I ain’t got the patience

Running out of time

To thin to be wasted

You playing these games, tryna get me caught in it

You really fucking lame, tryna be authentic

All in it, my head, boy feeling dead

You tryna use me but it ain’t a game of chess

I ain’t a girl getting used for sex

And I ain’t, letting you add more stress

Ain’t finna do it, you tryna abuse it

I’ve had enough, trust, ain’t tryna lose it

Tell me wtf you tryna take me for

I been looking in the mirror I don’t see him no more

I really done changed, I ain’t the same

Who is to blame, shouldn’t be a question

You testing me, you hiv

Fuck up out my veins, fuck up out my face

Hook:Metalecalec