Dear Marisa

By Metalecalec

Released on February 28, 2020

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Verse 1: Metalecalec

Damn, I thought that I meant more, I guess not

Thought you had a clue but you don’t know what you want

Like you say you wanted love, then you pushed me off the clif

And then I really got invested, now u really gotta end it

I could never understand, but you must have been pretending

Like you really had to tell me, I ain’t got time for whatever this was

Bitch, you made it seem like we really had sum

Telling me to be mad or not, and you don’t care

Who tf are you, this whole time you said you cared

You aborted my baby, didn’t even think twice

I wanna know how tf you rally sleep at night

Cause u ain’t adding up, now you tryna bury me

It was just last month you tried to marry me

But what about ya kids, and what about our bond

You really had to kill it, cause u felt fake love

Bitch, u wanna switch, do what you feel

Gave you my all, you gave me a pill

Had to hurt me, hope you think about me

When you find ur self in prison

Hope u feel regret cause I had a vision

What kinda mother, does that to children

Allow them to see me as a dad then kill it

Got me in my feelings

Made this one song, called it are you different

You really was different, worse then my ex

This whole damn time you been fucking with my head

Had to lead me on, really had to use me

You could have showed love but you really just abused me

It’s yo pain, see me as a whipping post

You hate ur life, u ain’t alive, u a fucking ghost

I spent money, i tried to provide for you

You pulled out the gun, you blasted but you

Never really cared, tried to share my life with you

I never lied to you

I wish I woulda knew, now i really hate you

I’m feeling so through, get out my head

I can’t take it no more

Really used to think what you really had in store

Didn’t get to see it, but I really got to feel it

I gave you my heart and u really had to kill it

And now it’s fuck You, because I really had hope with everything that I dreamed

Told me what you wanted and you really made it seem

Like, I was part of the picture

You did it

I tried to give it, everything that you wanted

Really went in debt, just for you to flaunt it

Talk about my life cause I really put you on it

For nothing, just another girl that I ended up fucking

Then falling, like the other 4

You don’t settle the score

Really had me feeling

But u ain’t got meaning

And everything I’m saying

Really fucking mean it

From my heart, and that’s facts

But i never really felt it

Till you really crushed me

That’s facts

Forreal

Why u had to do, it why u had to change

Really fell in love, with you and the days

That we spent Together, that was someone else

Cause who u are now, I can’t recognize

You 26, you should know what u want

Stop with the games, idk what u on

What happen to you

I’m crying while I diss, while I’m rapping to you

Thought we had plans

Thought I was ur man

Thought we getting married

Thought we having kids

Wasn't my idea

Was yo proposal

Got used it

While I just showed you

My love

But I tried with you and that’s real

I know that I’m good, but I hate that you killed

What we built

Really could of made it, that’s not what you feel

Guess I’m alone with tha money and the kills

I guess I’m alone x2

Bitchhhhh