Hook:Metalecalec

My grandma told me, that her stress is really killing her

I wanna work, and give her everything that she deserves

She took me under instead of me being in the dirt

I own it to her even tho she really feeling hurt

Verse 1:Metalecalec

As she dropped me off at the airport, I'm hopping up out of her car

Ready to start, off, too a new beginning

Got my focus, get what I’m giving

She driving off, I'm tearing up

I got self respect can't give it up

When I’m out in the world gotta tell myself that

Cause the lights is off, and it's really to black

To dark, to see, cold to feel

Pockets hella broke untill, I get a deal

Till den, I'm stressing, need a couple blessings

Somes gotta give, ima keep pressing

The issue, I miss you, it's been too long

Working everyday till the break of the dawn

I do it for you, and I do it for the fam

Gotta really make it happen, finna stick to the plan

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Hook:Metalecalec

My grandma told me, that her stress is really killing her

I wanna work, and give her everything that she deserves

She took me under instead of me being in the dirt

I own it to her even tho she really feeling hurt

Verse 2: Metalecalec

Now I'm away, 2000 Miles

Where it's hella gloomy and it's called Seattle

I'm with my girl, it’s different here

Still me, still got my fears

They never left, they beside me

Taking over me with anxiety

I be going hella crazy but it’s silently

It's all mental, entirely

I just check my bank, I’m overdrawn

Idk what to think, can I spawn

To a perfect world, but it don't exist

I just got job, and it's the night shift

And ima stock shit, but ima stay wishing

Everything, all of it, only what I'm giving

Need some luck, I don’t need the ethic

I put the time in , you can call me restless

Even breathless, never been arrested

Ima good kid, a lot been invested

If you checking on me, you know I'm working every fucking day

And I can see my future, know it's coming, nothing in the way

I really got the faith, with nothing in the bank

Hope they feel my passion if they don't ima really break

I really hope I make it

For my grandma, so she can really say it

Hook:Metalecalec

My grandma told me, that her stress is really killing her

I wanna work, and give her everything that she deserves

She took me under instead of me being in the dirt

I own it to her even tho she really feeling hurt

Verse 3:Metalecalec

I'm bouta move to Vegas, i don't know how to say this

Ion need new friends, seen to many faces

They be separating people judged by they races

Or by they wages, guess they coming for me when I'm famous

It's so contagions, but I ain't fucking with any of that

Plenty of that, cause all around

You betta black it out, you betta not drowned

What I tell myself, keep it heartfelt

Im overwhelmed, with life

Every night, yo words hit me

Every night, know you really miss me

I just reminisce, back to a kid

Back in 09, life was bliss

Now times changed, I've grown up

Responsibility's, don't shown up

I stay learning, never know enough

You the first person to every call my bluff

Ima pull the car, even tho it's packed

Ima never think about pulling the plug

Giving up ain't a option, no

Gotta keep going, no stopping, no

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