Released on February 2, 2018

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I got to see how I'm like

Ay, ay

Up all night

Been up all night

Ay, ay

I've been up all night trying to figure it out

Rose from my core now I'm spitting it out

Rose up to lord over sentences now

Retorting at the sword with a pen in my mouth

I lost my grandmother last year, ay

I couldn't plan for that trauma understand my persona now I'm banned bar from getting near her, ay

Only xan be forgetting she'd be damned if I'm missing

Shit I bailed on my inhibitions

Hitting dance moves with devil, demons, and dementia

Can't understand you hold no belief in premonitions

If what you saying true I'm too far gone on forgone mischiefs, ay

And my anxiety been fucking with me

Don't call your deity my nihilism treasure with me

Bitch don't you lie to me I pride myself on love I'm missing

Just get beside of me I'm tryna' find the stuff I'm preaching, ay

And I been up all night trying to figure it out

Rose from my core now I'm spitting it out

Lower forces hoarding when my senses is clouded

I'm retorting at your sword with a pen in my mouth

Mavi