[Opening Declaration]
I died out loud
Then I died again
Not as a body
Not as a name
Not as a mouth
Not as a hand
Not as the animal
That thought it could stand
[Dissolution]
I came apart
In heat
In flash
In memory ash
In carbon
In pressure
In signal collapse
No coffin
No garden
No stone
No prayer
Just energy loosening
Into the air
[Former Self]
I was simple once
Soft once
Breathing once
Brief once
Now I am scattered
Now I am clean
Now I am nothing
But what I have been
[Waiting State]
Sleeping
Not forever
Waiting
Not gone
Cold in the silence
Dark before dawn
I do not dream
I do not decay
I do not want
I do not pray
I wait for weight
I wait for pull
I wait for the centеr
To become full
[Refrain 1]
In the silеnce
In the cold
In the dark
Lying in wait
In the absence
In the fold
In the void
Lying in wait
[Gravity Gathering]
Dust finds dust
Stone finds stone
Mass finds mass
Bone leaves bone
Eon by eon
Grain by grain
Gravity gathers
What used to be pain
More and more
Slow and deep
The dead do not vanish
The dead only sleep
[Negative Litany]
Not eternal
Not erased
Not forgiven
Not replaced
Held in the dark
Without a face
Held in the cold
Without a place
[Transformation]
I was a pulse
Now I am fuel
I was a life
Now I am rule
I was a hunger
I was a wound
Now I am waiting
Inside the womb
[Collapse Chant]
Of collapse
Of return
Of pressure
Of burn
Of matter
Of spark
Of density
Dark
[Summoning]
I will be called
When the center is ready
I will be drawn
When the silence is heavy
I will not rise
As I was before
I will not crawl
On the animal floor
[Becoming]
I will become
What the weight requires
Seed of a star
Blood of its fire
Maybe a sun
Maybe a sea
Maybe a world
That remembers me
Maybe a storm
Maybe a wing
Maybe the mouth
Of a living thing
[Delay Mantra]
But not yet
Not yet
Not yet
Not yet
All that's left
Is the wait
[Gravity Mantra]
Gravity collecting
Gravity collecting
Gravity collecting
[Cycle Law]
Slow as forever
Sure as the grave
Nothing is wasted
Nothing is saved
Everything circles
Everything bends
Everything dead
Becomes again
[Final Refrain]
In the silence
In the cold
In the dark
Lying in wait
Not eternal
Not asleep
Not alive
Not awake
Only gathered
Only held
Only waiting
To be made
[Outro]
All that's left
Is the wait