[Intro]
Red blink
Gut drop
Missed command
Contact lost
[Verse 1]
It comes in sideways through the fluorescents
Like a grinder kiss across the nerves
One dead item in the system stack
One dropped load I did not serve
Not gone - no, I tagged it once
I knew the hour, the need, the spread
Felt it tick behind the socket
And still I let it go unfed
Maybe fear with its jaws wired open
Maybe rot wearing my face at work
Maybе I watched that warning flicker
And let it sink bеlow the dirt
Now the whole place sounds infected
Vents cough heat through the plated ribs
The walls give back a low-end tremor
Like the building knows exactly what I did
[Pre-Chorus]
And here it is
That acid plunge
That white-noise flood behind the eyes
That animal second when the body knows
Before the sirens organize
[Chorus]
Sudden panic
Chrome and bile
The whole dead engine
Turns hostile
I hear the chain
I feel it draw
I know my name is in its jaw
So let it land
Let it come through
I'll be the surface
They drive it through
The time to stop this
Died back then
Now all I do is take the end
[Verse 2]
I check the thread, the queue, the log file
Like maybe error learned to heal
Like maybe night shift closed the rupture
Like maybe absence won't congeal
But no - it's there, exposed and gleaming
That naked void where action stood
The easy move, the plain decision
The one small act that would've held the whole hood
And all my reasons start up twitching
Wet relays snapping in my skull
Too tired. Too split. Too mean. Too guilty
Too full of static to pull the null
Like I got a concussion that never scarred over
All priorities mashed in a sinking blur
Every bright demand turns to slurry
Every urgent line reduced to fur
[Pre-Chorus 2]
I knew enough
Or close enough
Enough to move, enough to care
But knowing stalls in stripped-out circuits
And now the burn is in the air
[Chorus]
Sudden panic
Chrome and bile
The whole dead engine
Turns hostile
I hear the shift
I hear the tone
That says this one you're taking alone
So let it land
I earned this bruise
There ain't no clean excuse to use
No sealant left
No alibi
Just impact building in the wire
[Verse 3]
I can hear 'em coming down the hallway
Soles hitting hard in measured time
That management silence full of murder
That polished look that means you're mine
Every face lit corpse-blue by the monitors
Every mouth cut flat with blame
All that pressure needing a container
All that heat already shaped like my name
[Bridge]
Was it laziness
Was it terror
Was it poison nursed into a choice
Did I jam it under ten dead trivials
Just to shut up that internal voice
Or did some black little motor in me
Leave the fault there outta spite
Hoping when the board blew sparks and screaming
Everybody else would wear my night
[Breakdown]
Factory god
With its cable veins
Fluorescent halo, asbestos lungs
I stood there while the pressure climbed
And kept my hands down at my sides like stones
That is the stain
Not just the miss
Not just the task left cold and late
But that there was a living interval
And I let it calcify to fate
So square the jaw
Unhook the tongue
Don't waste breath welding little shields
The fix was back in that small dumb minute
Buried under all the psychic sludge I let congeal
Now all that's left is noise and force
Heat bloom, grit spit, blood taste, glare
Be the best damn punching bag you can be
Stand there useful. Let them clear the air
[Final Chorus]
Sudden panic
Wire and bruise
The whole machine
Has picked its use
One dead click
One missed send
And now the shockwave wears your skin
So let it break
Let it accuse
Let every hard mouth do what it does
I'll be the plate
I'll be the drum
I'll take the sound of what I've become
[Post-Chorus]
Sudden panic
Late and pure
The invoice comes
Through steel and whirr
And all that's left
When contact starts
Is holding still
While the system pulls you apart
[Outro]
I shoulda moved
I locked up
Now hear it climb
Through duct and strut
No grace
No sleep
Just one missed thing
And the whole plant at my teeth