Deception clouds my mind

Frustration takes over

[?] my head [?] not awake

Do you think I'll ever find?

Leaving normality again

Must be the thousandth time

It's hard to remember

I never really knew

I never really knew

I never really knew

I never really knew

I never really knew

Lost in sea of despair

Sanity seems miles away

I know I'll suffocate

I know I'll suffocate

I know I'll suffocate

I know I'll suffocate

Suffocatе

Depression clouds my mind

Do you think I'll evеr find?