I'm never gonna talk like that again

I got caught up

And I cut down a friend

And I notice the older I get

The more I learn permanence

I'm never gonna talk like that again

It wasn't me

It could not happen

And every time I think I have grown

I'm right back where I began

Stay up late again

[?]

Say goodnight to all the people I won't ever know

[?]

Hit my pen and try to feel okay that I'm alone

I'll never have a night like that again

I don't think this unruly side of me (side of me)

Is helping me (helping me)

Spiraling (spiraling)

Finally (finally)

I never wanna look you up again

You're never gonna see me as a friend

I wouldn't trust me either

I'm thunder, you're a light sleeper

I'm home right now

Did you wanna meet me out

My roommates really don't need to know

My roommates really don't need to know

My roommates really don't need to know

So don't take too long

I'm never gonna talk like that again

I'm never gonna talk to you again

Whether or not I know it