I've tried so many times

To swallow my pride

But i keep heaving it out

From the inside

Is it dignity

Or insecurities

That mould my decisions

Now im trying to let you go

But i can't seperate myself

Progress that i actually know

I just hope theres still time left

I found myself lost

When i thought i knew where

Ive failed so many times

To open my eyes

But the truth it

Burns so bright that

I turn blind

Is it my failures

Or your expectancies

That keep me barely breathing

Over and over i reinvent

Turn by turn these circles spin