Why can't I feel the way it felt the last time

We were always nothing but poison

Feeding the illusion

All these scars to prove it

We can argue all you want to

We'll build a vessel, sail for a day or three

Out of the time you spent with me

Like sand castles toppled by the waves

We're at mercy of the wind

Anything goes tonight

I say I'm sorry you're still mad at me

And we're doing just fine

Consigned to your sighs

As we let it all die

But that's just how it goes

Our personal novel woes

Never could have had it right

But still holding on, just for one more night

(What would it take)

Wish I never knew how you looked in blue

(To take this on)

Maybe I shouldn't be still thinking of you

(Why were you there)

We're dragging weight

You're content with me to carry

A bitter heart of fever dreams and hope

I said I'm sorry, don't fret, don't worry

I said I'm sorry but you're still mad at me